hi. im in the sian to the maz mood now. haiz. everything seems so bleak and sad. esp i have to do the dishes, i still have to go and sleep. and i think there is homework. haiz. i guess its cos i didnt sleep ytd cos of world cup. woke up at 1pm on sunday, went to yy's house, then went to hongyee's house at 11pm and didnt sleep until 5.17am in the morning. i tried to take some naps in between but still it didnt help. ended up so tired in school today. slept a while in math lecture, though i think i get the gist between exactly and approx. went to lala land during the break b4 cse and hu know, when its cse, william chan came in, giving me quite a shock. im surprised he remembers my name and ask me the clean the board. i guess he know i am dam tired and that to perk me up. didnt sleep during the 1.5 hour. though it seems longer than usual. everytime i listen to him talk about cse, i feel so motivated and he makes cse sound so easy. but the results seem to show otherwise. got an E for cse, which i thought i did quite okay for an essay but turned out i got only 14/25. sianzzzz. i got a feeling i'll be seeing him often soon. i think people do get the impression that i dont really need to worry abt my results. but still my weaker subjects like all my H1s, is definitely a cause for worry. well, i mentioned i passed GP in the previous post i think. which i would say most teachers feel that its not enough in the As. and cse.... haiz. dun think liao la. that is how i keep myself happy. im not deluding myself, just procrastinating. still, its a bad habit. now i seriously think im not posting with much structure, just rambling on and on and on about what comes to mind. finished a drama today,and i think i'll go watch pokemon after i wash my dishes again. dam, it sure sounds like in a slave, always washing dishes in the middle of the night. but i assure the public out that is because im just too lazy to move my butt off the chair that i end up washing the dishes at 1am. it sure feels quite early now and i seriously ought to like be sleeping. right theres no more random thoughts now. i should really sign off and go wash the plates, then i can... haiz. i dont know how to continue that sentence alrd. SIANZZZZ TO THE MAXXXXXXXXXX. so frustrated now.and i dunch even know why. and i feel like a girl using dunch. sigh i should really scoot off. nitey and buaixzxzxzx.
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