hi ppl. okay first. there is this huge freaking insect which i largely suspect that it is a roach in my kitchen, fortunately for me it poked his head out AFTER i did my dishes, so all i did was to run out. but i still havent throw the styrofoam box that contained the durian for supper. yup. durian for supper. with rice. and theres is this strong stench in my mouth now, which i think i will need to get mint refreshers for tmr's paper. right i think i'll make a trip down to the void deck later to dispose of it. well, anw, im here to update this on a whim. well, its the midyears now, jus finished a physics paper 3 which i hope i will do decently, considering that i slept at 3 am the previous day n had like 3.5 hours of sleep only. i should be asleep now, theres math at 8am later. right, a few days ago, or rather on sunday night, i was thinking about writing a book in the future. what i want to write about would be the ordinary lives people lead around the world. that thought kinda occurred to me when i was walking home, looking at people. looking at an old man, i wonder did he regret anything he has done in the past? looking at the children at the playground, i was thinking 20 years later, what will they see themselves as? a typical working adult, drawing a fixed salary, or perhaps an odd job man, living on the bits and pieces of work they managed to find? or will they make a difference in people's lives? thats just a brief idea, which i will certainly consider in the future, when im retired and whatnot. perhaps go traveling with my partner. :D that will be cool. interviewing the farmers in Thailand, going to Silicon Valley to talk to those tech whiz.
spent a good solid 2 hours reading GivesMeHope and LoveGivesMeHope and 6 Billion Secrets. and im feeling hopeful. no pun intended. GMH and LGMH recounts various touching stories that could just be happening around the corner. im not exaggerating, but many on the sites have claimed that reading this saved their lives. its all actually about the small actions that people do, small things that touched the hearts. 6 billion secrets is actually a much more saddening website, where people reveal their secrets, retaining their anonymity. u read about pessimistic stuff, which i must admit, im guilty of some. you actually get to vote on the upcoming secrets, which links me to another thing i read there. there was this girl, after reading the secrets on the website, she went and voted for all the secrets she found. she said, and i quote :"When I vote on upcoming secrets, I say yes to all, simply because I feel no one should keep anything locked up inside. Even if I never meet you, I'm sorry for your troubles and just keep looking forward, tomorrow is a new day."
sometimes i realise im a bit too straightforward here, just typing anything random, like the roach up there or the sofa a few post ago. but that just me i guess? and i somehow feel like within a post, its very difficult to follow me cos things tjust jump here n there. but thats how my brain works. backtracking, reading GMH and LGMH, makes me feel like im not doing enough. i mean i as a person in general, would like to see the world a much happier place, with more laughter, and hope. well, i suppose thats part of my mantra of being a magician now, to make people happy. i somehow believe that this world will be a better place with happier people. well i know im reiterating my point, but thats how the words come out. cant help it. my gp teacher says i ramble on too much. and now, people are getting emo around me. and i feel as though im the only happyfruit around. lol that was a random phrase. i supposed time and tide will heal all wounds. but still..... i really dont know what to say.
alright its 2am now, and i should really go to sleep. math tmr and i must should get an A to not disappoint others. also, i dont think i should make this an emo post. ciao and nites ppl.
oh before i forget, i should leave u guys with the links. http://www.sixbillionsecrets.com/ u can link to the others at the top.
yo guys, im back here again. its my midyears now, and its 3am. i shd either be sleeping OR studying, although im doing neither. was watching brainac for the past 2 hours and many other vids on youtube. its really dam addictive, esp with all the links. well, i have finished my cse paper, leaving me with 3 H2s which im all so quite confident. well, but the cse was a bit sucky. i really hope i got the knack for essays. want to do mr koh proud. well i didnt finish the paper, a first timer. didnt do the case study part (c) 15 marks. now thats a reason why i dont like humanities. 1 freaking question is worth so much. unlike the sciences, where 1 question is at the most 10 marks? well, thats for maths. i seen a 12 marks before but thats like a blue moon. anw, so i tried my best to not leave a blank, which u ppl out there will wonder how i did it. its like u gotta start writing a paragraph. but i recently read somewhere that if u cant finish writing an essay, u can try writing ur plan and submitting it, hoping for some marks. and thats what i did. i wrote ' I am sorry, i did not have enough time to finish this question. here is a rough sketch of my answer.' now lets pray n hope. or rather i should be the 1 praying and hoping. and i just realised. i only got 1 more cse paper, which is the prelim. and if i still cant finish 2 essay n 1 case in 3 hours, im screwed. badly. okay getting off cse, im quite okay with revising the 3 H2s, almost completing all the practice papers given, left with 2 chem and 1 math, which is gona take me 7 hours. hopefully i can finish fast and relax. which i think is very important before an exam. and sleeping late does not help, cos my brain goes into relax mode at 7pm.or 8.and i wake up at 2pm. well lets see, i (hopefully) wake up at 9, do a chem, finish at 11, tuition at 12, meeting ppl at 4, mugging again at the lib at 6, finish another chem paper, and dam! the lib closes. i realise mugging mode turns on when the com aint beside me. oh well, i think i have something emo to say but i cant really remember. so heck it. right i'l try go to sleep. oh and people reading this, life doesnt suck.
There is always a rainbow after the rain, always. It is up to you to see it or not.
yes and thats by yours truly. woo hoo i came up with that in idk? 3secs? i think im a genius. its a random thought of mine. well, anw here another 1 by some people in quillian. and quillian fyi, in found in the book pendragon; before the war book 2 of the travelers
Even at the end of the road, there is a road. Even at the end of the road, another road stretches out, limitless and open, a road that may lead anywhere. To him who finds it, there is always a road.
well, its found in a book in quillian, titled, The Analects of Kelln. well, in case ur wondering why am i quoting so much of pendragon. i think its a cool book cos the whole idea of it hinges about hope, freedom and equality. well, i wouldnt wana spoil the fun for those who hasnt read it. its a good series i would recommend it to anyone. well, i think im supposed to go and i ended up rambling. oh well, im really off. so ciao.
yooo hoooo ppl. im back. here at 1.57am. i shd really be sleeping and retuning my body clock. well, the main reason why im up here is to document what happened to me today. today, i went for paintball! yes its 1 of the 3 sports invented in the states, and it a dam fun game to play, esp with guys. a grand total of 10 guys went. marcus, kenny, jerome, johan, zhi yuan, elvin, derek, jun xiang and daryl. oh dont forget me. we were supposed to reach the place at 2, but cos we got lost and cos some were late, including me. eventually, we reached khatib and had to take a cab down to bottle tree park. and that reminds me i haven paid marc for the cab. oh well, continuing, the place was somewhat like what i imagined and somewhat not like what i imagined. firstly i knew it was open ground, but i didnt expect the bunkers to be wood piece. i also expected them to provide padding but they didnt, leaving me with battle scars. okay before i get ahead of myself, we went there and had our safety briefing. then when all is set, we split the teams, grab our guns and stepped right into war. the teams were me, jerome, elvin, zhi yuan and jun xiang while the rest became our enemy. first i must say, when the bullets hit u it hurts dam hard. especially when u are not wearing anything to protect urself. im not referring to padding, but if u wear long sleeves and track pants, it definitely helps. i have gotten 2 bruises on my left knee thanks to daryl and someone else. johan got this sweet-looking circular mark on this back cos he was running to get respawn. derek got to whelps on his left arm. i wont go into the detail of the game cos its too fast paced and i cant really rmb anything. but on the whole its was fun experience holding a gun and shooting ur friends while u and ur team tries to capture a flag and fulfill other objectives. lol zhi yuan was the cui kia, panting after 2 matches. and they only lasted abt 45 min?? i would really recommend this to ppl especially guys who really want to have fun for about 2 hours. but the cost is quite steep though. today, i played 250 paint and 3 games for 50 bucks. which marcus says is the cheapest he could find? ended at abt 4? and after bathing we went to northpoint to eat at this jap food court that jerome mentioned. it has been a long time since i talk to these wowers.lol. alright i think i should sleep now, cos im going back to sch tmr for consultation and muggation. lol that a new term that i rambled off 3 secs ago. this way or that, im leaving. see ya ppl. This is the way it was meant to be, and so we go. Hobey Ho --- Bobby Pendragon, By D.J.Machale
yooohoooo. im back. after a class bbq. hmm it was actually quite fun but somehow a bit i feel.learnt how to rollerblade today and that my main purpose in coming here.haha. okay i shall go away now. bye
yos guys. hmm, been leading quite a relaxing week, havent been studying for the past 3 days, cos alot of things has been happening. firstly, on thu, went to the lib at je but ended up not productive. i think i should go alone and be emo kia next time. then fri got summoned back to school cos Dr Victor Koh died. that a sad story. very unexpected. gonna miss his jokes during lessons. kinda regret not listening to his lesson, and the during that last lesson, i still went to fb on xinying's itouch and said i wanted to do maths homework. RIP Dr Koh. went to his wake after that and ended up at gid's house to play mahjong. woke up today morning oops i mean afternoon, 2pm went to xin hui's house to celebrate ruishan's birthday and then met yy. thot she would be some emo kia, but she still as bubbly as before. then, came home and watch coach carter which i spent 4 hours, while the supposed runtime is 2 hours and thats cos the buffering sucks. aright i should end this post chop chop cos i wana go play pokemon. yes im still a kid..ciao and nitey
hi, im back after washing the dishes and its dam depressing that your alone washing the dishes. mugging mode day 2 and i just updated my mugging plan in the previous post. i really ought to get started on maths n cse. maybe if im lucky i can squeeze all 4 into 1 day, which i think is totally nuts. oh ya. the water dispenser at home seems to be out of order. and that seriously sucks cos that means we dont have water at home. and the situation has gotten so desperate for me such that i have to melt ice to drink water. im definitely going to treasure every drop of water from now on. its late. its 2pm i gotta sleep. but my ice has not finish melting. heck la. ciao and nitey
yes, im back. well i just felt like recording this moment down. hmm, studied just now in the afternooon and mapped out my mugging plan. did a timed paper 1 for chem and sad to say, my score sucked. a miserable 23/40 with 4 marks careless. zzzz. then did 5 chapter of phy ( measurements, kinematics, dynamics, force, work energy power). took me a glorious 6 hours which includes watching tv and eating my dinner. and speaking of dinner, my dinner was also quite lousy. it was just fat and rice and flimsy chicken all because i heated my chicken up in the microwave. maybe i should eat less meat. anw, packed my stuff just now. the living room looks so much neater and my room is gona be much more messier.
i suppose my holiday routine would be wake up, do work, eat and sleep. then whole thing just repeats itself. well, maybe i'll go to the lib at least 3 or 4 times a week? or end up at changi mac :D, something i always wanted to do. OHHHH and i thought of going for a marathon. 21.1 km would be enough at the moment. but a bit too lazy to go and sign up. maybe i'll use my mum's card and do it online. and i still have school tomorrow. zzz. and its cse case which is just totally boring. alright i think i'll ciao now, though theres this feeling that i left out smth i wana say. oh and my holiday mugging plan is below for the benefit of myself.
Plan
Physics
Day 1: Measurements Kinematics Dynamics Forces Work Energy Power
Day 2: Motion in circle G-Field Oscillations
Day 3: Waves Superposition Thermal
Day 4: E-Field Current of Electricity DC circuits
Day 5: Electromagnetism Electromagnetism Induction
Day 6: Quantum I Quantum II Quantum III
Chem
Day 1: Do timed MCQ
Day 2-5: Do timed MCQ.
Day 6-10: Do timed paper 2
Day 11-15: Do timed paper 3
Maths
Day 1-3: Do timed paper 1
Day 4-6: Do timed paper 2
CSE
Day 1-5: mug content
Day 6-10: idk? try come up with essay??
lets just hope n pray cse for this mid year will not suck i just want a C. the same for GP which is long long over. well, to the untrained eye, the above stuff look simple, BUT considering all distractions like FB and the outings.. well, letsjust pray shall we? furthermore, i am gona use the remaining days to clear any undone work.
DONT PROSTINATE JJ!!!!
ps. i have listened to 102 songs on my ipod in a row.
