Blaze

2011-07-05T14:26:00.001+08:00

heck, i dont know if anyone else still reads this but today marks the first day as a private in the SAF. POP was yesterday. finally tossed my jockey cap up in the air. went through blood, sweat and tears to get there and here documents what i went through.

5th may 2011. the day i enlisted into the army. the day where i grow up. went in the first day, blur like sotongs. scared of everything after hearing stories from the past generation. received this slip of paper that says i got into R coy, and sk happen to sms me and tell me that r coy is one of the xiong coy in sch 3. then during this first collection, i forgot to collect my green file. i though then shit. haven properly swear to serve the nation alrd so blur. swear alrd sure gg.com. then had lunch with my family and off i go, towards coy line.

i remember standing in the sun earlier that afternoon and 3SG elian asked us to go stand in the shade. i thought then wow. army not bad siol. then collected all the barang barang which included the duffel bag, which was heavy like hell, the field pack which was also heavy like hell, this plastic bag with stuff that both the field pack and duffel bag couldnt fit in and my own civilian bag. surprisingly, i saw naufal, my hockey senior at the coy line and kuan yuan, another enlistee. i couldnt find my bed after i managed to lounge every single shit up 4 stories. had 2 interviews, shaved my head and our very first water parade. that whole parade lasted for 10 minutes. well, it started cos people didnt fill their bottles to the brim, then people did not raise their arms parallel to the ground. it was quite a scary experience especially with commanders shouting at u all around. my arm was seriously trembling. well, not only mine but also the guy beside me. when order " drink up" was given, i so happily drink up, thinking it was the end of it. little did i know that i had to wait for the order to caps on and bottles down. apparently, it wasnt only me who thought so. in the end, we continued "happily" holding the bottle until the sergeants realised that we were at our limit. the night ended, with me enjoying the night snack and looking back at singapore shoreline, which i could see from my bunk after calling my parents.

the next day, for fall in for breakfast, i rmb this guy who came down with his shoes not worn properly. first thing i thought was aiseh, this guy must be wake up late. just as soon as i completed this thought, i think it was 2SG joshua that shouted at him. and that sad soul happened to be from 2SG joshua's platoon. lol. settled a lot of admin stuff that day, educating us on standardisation. from the way we wear our black sling bag to holding our bottle to the height of our bags. in short, every single damn thing that can be standardised, the army standardised. first failed attempt at marching to the cookhouse. taught how to exactly march, basic commands and 2LT daryll gave us his intro speech, with his 3 golden rules. 1) dont test the system, 2) dont play punk with him and 3) always maintain ur integrity and character. of course i didnt remember it. it was only during the closing speech towards the end where it really strikes me.

physical training then started. with ippt, they sorted us out into our ability groups. i got into B. and i just passed that ippt. clocking 11.40 for my 2.4km. pt includes stuff like ability group runs (agr), speed training, strength training, cpt(combat pt), gym and swim. agr was serious training that can shag anyone out. even the commanders. running at 15mins and above at a quick pace and keeping compact definitely pushes us to our limits. i felt speed training was kind of lepak. sprinting for 30 secs and jogging for 60 secs. i do rmb for speed training 3, we were supposed to increase it to 60/120, that is to say sprint 60, jog 120. but fortunately, the next day was ippt 2 and they decided to call it off and let us relax our muscles instead. strength training was hard on the muscles, especially on the arms but survivable. had fun throwing the medicine balls around, but it sucked when we had to push cos of some r-tards that dropped the ball. most memorable was cpt. heck the first lesson was when the whole company started to push the floor. and oc was the one that ask us to knock it down. and all we did was to down 6 only. lol. xin jiao ma. still in confinement week leh. i do remember in push up postition and when i ask this sergeant for permission to wipe the sweat that got into my eye and all he said was, "permission for u to shut the fuck up". lol. now thinking back it was super funny la. fortunately that sergeant ord liao. hmm glad to announce that my final ippt was a gold. didnt think it was possible at the very start. the one requirement that hindered most people from getting that gold was that 2.4km run had to be under 9.45. fortunately i got a 9.44 flat. phew. didnt know how i managed to do it, but i just did it.

combat training like bcct (basic close combat training) was fun. its like kung fu lesson from tv and all u do is just punching, kicking and shouting. damn fun. until they incoporated the rifle in it. lol. rifle bcct was shag beyond anything. fortunately we had one lesson only and its good day! i do rmember that day. it was the day before our 16km route march, and we had agr, rifle bcct and ioc. it was the shaggiest day and we had some tekkan session after agr also. plus not to mention the hot sun in tekong.. but we survived. and speaking about ioc. a total disappointment. u guys shd have heard of soc, standard obstacle course and i thought it was fun to do. but they changed it now into ioc, which bmtc has not yet finish building. we had to resort to using table n jerry cans and white tapes to create the obstacles.

first high key event we had was btp, basic trainfire package. essentially, it means using my sar 21 with live rounds. before i actually fired anything, i thought, how hard is it, to just aim and shoot. like look through, align the crosshair and pull the trigger. lol. shooting aint that easy. u gotta withstand the recoil, which i think i did quite a bad job with. kept missing the target. dont think i got a marksmen but somehow on paper it wrote that i got a marksmen.

field camp was one of the most memorable event in bmt. for every recruit. there, the commanders showed another side of their character. raven hellstrike was memorable, with us proning down until 3SG xavier came shouting at us to tear down barsha (which we did not do) and assemble. had a "great" pt session with 2LT daryll, bryan and 3SG elian. dug our shellscrape halfway through and had more pt. all before getting our letters. shouts of wild boar pierced the last night as we, platoon 3, had our first encounter with the oh-so-fabled-wild-boars-of-tekong. one thing i definitely enjoyed about outfield was that u could eat as and when u like. and 3SG xavier always had food with him.

i felt the hand grenade was overly emphasised. people were all worried about getting blinds and it was a saturday. a simple 10 seconds affair. run in, pull the pin, throw, count and wait for explosion. then its over. spent quite a lot of time sleeping there. and that concludes the last high key event.

the last week in bmt was the most enjoyable week. all lao jiao recruits alrd. friends with commanders. singing while marching was always the same song. the song taught when we won games day again for raven company. got so much ninja van break, until we got so sian of the ninja van. area cleaning was a common sian thing during the last week also. we had it every day. it got really emotional on the fri and sat. fri, 2lt daryll came to spoke to us, giving us his closing speech. looking back at how much we have grown. from all the blur cocks to trained soldiers ready to pick up arms to defend what we all hold dear to. sat was the day where the sergeant came to speak to us. sacrificed our compulsory rest to hear the last words of our sergeants and 2LT bryan. well, the interesting thing wad that 2LT daryll told us ghost stories on fri night until 1am sat morn. and we did not have enough rest for the whole day in lieu of the 24km route march. well, somehow or rather we made it, as a section, as a platoon, as a company.

and so, i finally stood on the floating platform like every singapore son before me and tossed my jockey cap up in the sky. i am now, a trained soldier. a singaporean son.

2011-03-14T23:22:00.003+08:00

i came home tired, then saw a letter by NTU, office of admissions. opened it and it says i am accepted into college of science to read mathematical science. checked my email and saw an email titled scholarships. We are pleased to inform you that you have been awarded the College Scholarship.

WOOOOOOOOPIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

although it wasnt what i aimed for at first, im quite contented now. :D

2011-03-12T02:41:00.002+08:00

seriously, im considering snsd's photobook. since im too stressed recently about scholarships and uni admission. hmm i think i'll most probably get it la. lol. since im giving myself so much excuses. like doing well for A lvl (ref to prev post) and being stressed (ref above). haiz... well, on the bright side, i been through camp M.A.D and it was fun ttm. sotongs 72 :D

2011-03-07T23:29:00.001+08:00

wohooo. my snsd wall calendar has arrived. perhaps i should buy myself something nice to congrats myself on the good A lvl results.... hmmmm.

2011-03-05T02:27:00.000+08:00

the letters say it all.

A A A B B

2011-02-21T00:31:00.002+08:00

things i bought today.

JJ Lin's latest album, She says $20
Origami paper $2
iPod Touch armband $30
Macadamia Chocolate $3

borrowed 3 more library books and in addition to the latest books i bought, i have like 6 books to be read. definitely not getting any books soon.

developing my own cups n balls routine hopefully in time for the show on the 9th march with hougang sec. its cip. lol. thats for now. im tired and i hope ntss will call tmr. lol

2011-02-12T01:19:00.002+08:00

i finally bought an itouch. its 4th gen and i am definitely sure i cant bring it into ns. zzz. thats not my primary concern anyway. back for px early bdae celebration. fish n co is totally cool when it comes to bdae celebration. i hope i can go next time again. went drinking after that. haiz. totally contemplating whether to buy snsd photobook. i think now the calendar is a waste of $. wanting was right. haiz. the book is like my one day's salary at ntss. that is just so horrible. well, it comes with english translations for the korean words inside. hmm, maybe not. i dont think i will get it. but the photos on fb are just jjang. haiz. life is difficult.

2011-01-24T00:46:00.004+08:00

hi im back again. finished my mascot work finally. been stuck with a freaking red ball since friday. and for 3 days, i was at orchard ambling around like a big bear, asking people to play hsbc's 'live' golf challenge. utterly embarrassing when u meet people u know. oh and not to mention one of them was my student when i did relief teaching at ntss. been shouting quite a lot. but mascot work is to some extent quite fun la. wish we had some choreography beforehand so at least we got some cool actions instead of swaying only. but it is sure hard work. got quite a lot of free stuff also. a cap, a towel, a balloon, a set of coloured pens by stabilo ( in a random survey by some woman) and a whistle. i certainly wont mind trying a full costume mascot next time, although i know it will be hot. but it is super tiring. just came back from a steamboat dinner with clique and a lan session with the guys. lol. lan was fun as usual, with team fortress 2 an l4d. steamboat was usual as well, lots of talking and eating. right im quite tired so i shall sign off. ciao.

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ps these 2 photos are the best out of those i can find a the event. first time i took so many photos with strangers.

2011-01-21T00:09:00.003+08:00

im really tired now. and joan is saying that i dont sound like myself when i post about snsd. lol. sound like some young boy in love. its okay. i like can alrd. and i just realise something cool. the column --->, the word abhors shd not be used for roaches. the fact is i dont hate them. lol. im just absolutely petrified and terrified by them. right off to change it. gotta sleep early tonight. being a mascot for the first time in my life tmr. and its a freaking golf ball. zzz. catch me at orchard this fri sat sun. im paid quite a lot for this okay. ciao and nights.

edit. i realise petrified and terrified dont make a good heading, so i changed it to afraids.

2011-01-17T01:19:00.000+08:00

new project now. learning korean and japanese next, hopefully.

2011-01-13T23:04:00.007+08:00

Im Yoona. The first girl that caught my eye in snsd :D. second youngest in the group, a natural beauty if there ever was 1. go google her kid photos :D i think she looks uber cute here. teehee. i feel like a young boy in love. lol ciao for now

2011-01-13T20:25:00.002+08:00

so many post in a day. such a sad song. feel like crying.

2011-01-13T17:54:00.000+08:00

2011-01-13T16:49:00.002+08:00

saw this and i think its quite interesting.

1. Savor Everyday Moments

Pause now and then to smell a rose or watch children at play. Study participants who took time to “savor” ordinary events that they normally hurried through, or to think back on pleasant moments from their day, “showed significant increases in happiness and reductions in depression,” says psychologist Sonja Lyubomirsky.

2. Avoid Comparisons

While keeping up with the Joneses is part of American culture, comparing ourselves with others can be damaging to happiness and self-esteem. Instead of comparing ourselves to others, focusing on our own personal achievement leads to greater satisfaction, according to Lyubomirsky.

3. Put Money Low on the List

People who put money high on their priority list are more at risk for depression, anxiety, and low self-esteem, according to researchers Tim Kasser and Richard Ryan. Their findings hold true across nations and cultures. “The more we seek
satisfactions in material goods, the less we find them there,” Ryan says. “The satisfaction has a short half-life—it’s very fleeting.” Money-seekers also score lower on tests of vitality and self-actualization.

4. Have Meaningful Goals

“People who strive for something significant, whether it’s learning a new craft or raising moral children, are far happier than those who don’t have strong dreams or aspirations,” say Ed Diener and Robert Biswas-Diener. “As humans, we actually require a sense of meaning to thrive.” Harvard’s resident happiness professor, Tal Ben-Shahar, agrees, “Happiness lies at the intersection between pleasure and meaning. Whether at work or at home, the goal is to engage in activities that are both

5. Take Initiative at Work

How happy you are at work depends in part on how much initiative you take. Researcher Amy Wrzesniewski says that when we express creativity, help others, suggest improvements, or do additional tasks on the job, we make our work more rewarding and feel more in control.

6. Make Friends, Treasure Family

Happier people tend to have good families, friends, and supportive relationships, say Diener and Biswas-Diener. But it’s not enough to be the life of the party if you’re surrounded by shallow acquaintances. “We don’t just need relationships, we need close ones” that involve understanding and caring.

7. Smile Even When You Don’t Feel Like It

It sounds simple, but it works. “Happy people…see possibilities, opportunities, and success. When they think of the future, they are optimistic, and when they review the past, they tend to savor the high points,” say Diener and Biswas-Diener. Even if you weren’t born looking at the glass as half-full, with practice, a positive outlook can become a habit.

8. Say Thank You Like You Mean It

People who keep gratitude journals on a weekly basis are healthier, more optimistic, and more likely to make progress toward achieving personal goals, according to author Robert Emmons. Research by Martin Seligman, founder of positive psychology, personally significant and enjoyable.”revealed that people who write “gratitude letters” to someone who made a difference in their lives score higher on happiness, and lower on depression—and the effect lasts for weeks.

9. Get Out and Exercise

A Duke University study shows that exercise may be just as effective as drugs in treating depression, without all the side effects and expense. Other research shows that in addition to health benefits, regular exercise offers a sense of accomplishment and opportunity for social interaction, releases feel-good endorphins, and boosts self-esteem.

10. Give It Away, Give It Away Now!

Make altruism and giving part of your life, and be purposeful about it. Researcher Stephen Post says helping a neighbor, volunteering, or donating goods and services results in a “helper’s high,” and you get more health benefits than you would from exercise or quitting smoking. Listening to a friend, passing on your skills, celebrating others’ successes, and forgiveness also contribute to happiness, he says. Researcher Elizabeth Dunn found that those who spend money on others reported much greater happiness than those who spend it on themselves.

http://www.yesmagazine.org/issues/sustainable-happiness/10-things-science-says-will-make-you

personally, i think i have gotten 2,3,5,8 and 9. im hoping i can do 1 on a daily basis. its really relaxing if u do it while walking in the morning, breathing the morning air, walking on some isolated path, alone. definitely not in the sun. the scorching sun. lol. best time for me would be about 0630 or 0700 till it gets too bright for me. its quite a challenge to get up by that time also. its not being emo, people. lol. thats for now. ciao

2011-01-11T22:30:00.001+08:00

after seeing dinghao's hair, im scared

2011-01-10T19:53:00.002+08:00

things that made me happy recently, especially today.

1. Jiaying has help me ordered SNSD's Into the New World Concert Album plus poster and a wall calenndar. WOOOOOOPIE

2. I just installed a mio box and there are so much cool shows on it.

3. NTU replied me. YES! got a chance to go interview, but i dont seem to get their email. hmmm gona call them tmr.

right, ciao for now so that i can watch mio...

ps there is kbs world on mio.

2011-01-10T17:56:00.003+08:00

amajjing = amazing. cool engrish huh, taeyeon, dorky kid leader of snsd.

2011-01-08T23:01:00.003+08:00

song by taeyeon. powerful voice. makes me wana cry.... okay la. not to that extent, but it sure makes me sad.

nuff said

million dollar question. why are they dancing on the helipad? i kinda like the endings for "tell me your wish". thats all at the moment :D ciao.

2011-01-06T20:42:00.001+08:00

i would say its love at first ~~sight~~ note for this song. just like kwon yuri.. :D

2011-01-06T01:40:00.002+08:00

i suppose everyone needs to find his own element. reminds me of a passage i read for a gp paper....

i really need an alarm clock. late for work quite often. zzz better sleep now

2010-12-31T02:23:00.002+08:00

2011 is coming. end of the year, alot of things to say. will psot more when i come back from malaysia cos i need some sleep now. gotta wake up early tmr. something i want to say now, which i must get off my chest. everytime when i look at that yuri photo down there, i dont know why there is this surge of electricity through my body. my heart seem to skip a beat. and after i look into her eyes, my heart skipped 2 beats. this is seriously getting very serious. my new year wish. i just want to meet snsd for 1 day and hope to talk to them. or least yuri only. *prays to whatever that is up there* hmmm, maybe i'll meet them on their holiday in malaysia? that will be ultimate. a fool's daydream.... happy new year.

JIGEUMEUN So Nyuh Shi Dae
Right now, it's Girls' Generation.

2010-12-27T03:29:00.003+08:00

this song makes me sad. well for those denser people out there, this mv is about this boyfriend who was scheduled to meet his girlfriend on the 25th. but she died that day, leaving the guy to mourn on the 26th. then on the 26th, he received a call from his supposedly dead gf. he thought she didnt die and went to her apartment to find her. but reality struck him in his face, with the crime scene and everything, that his gf is dead. he tried to call back to the 25th, like how the girl called from the 25th to the 26th to talk to him first. he tried, in vain to stop her from dying. sad huh. T.T

by the way. merry christmas though its long overdue. better late than never

2010-12-14T19:41:00.002+08:00

a snsd 2011 calendar would make a fine christmas present for me.

2010-12-09T12:37:00.000+08:00

hi ppl. im playing maple now so i wun be updating as frequently. ciao. prom pic next time

2010-12-08T14:22:00.003+08:00

okay this is gona be a long long long post. its about what happened on the 5th,6th and 7th. lol. im losing track of the days in the holidays.

5th Dec, Sunday

ran my first marathon and sad to say, i didnt meet my own expectations. well, but the race was fun. started at 6.40am at sentosa. the crowd there was unbelievable. ran with zhenzi,yufeng at the start. met zhiyuan, daryl and yile in sentosa running too. the route through sentosa was good, through resort world sentosa, then into universal studios. inside universal studios, there were a lot of mascots waving flags n cheering for the runners. and the place is nice. must make a point to go there someday. then as i exited universal studios, i started to walk. walked quite a fair bit. walk and jog past the sentosa bridge before turning in to this expressway which was totally a horrible route to run. lol. 1km on the bridge felt so long as compared to 1km in sentosa. started to cramp horribly there and when i went down the bridge, i almost couldnt walk. had to sit down at the medic tent twice after the bridge to rest. my both thighs were like swollen and i got quite a shock. now i realise why people were all asking for a lot of deep heat. cos it really helps. then walked back the remaining 4km. and certainly, after all these walking n resting, my timing isnt very good. an embrassing 3:52. sian. im gona re run the 21km again. most probably for the adidas sundown marathon. but its on the 28th may, and my enlistment is on the 5th may. so i will definitely be in camp. the question is will i be able to make it for the run on time? gotta check what time do people leave camp on friday, if i can leave in the first place. im definitely going to try again, until i get a satisfying timing for myself. its just horrible this time round. lol.

6th Dec, Monday

its prom that day. woke up and went to the salon to do my hair. lol. i told the lady to cut and style. then went to clementi to meet yy to write a card for kathy, bought koi and then left for home to bring my stuff to hong yee hse to cab to hilton hotel. raining and i got drenched. plus after the marathon the previous day, i couldnt really walk that fast. well, then changed and cabbed down to hilton hotel. as usual, at prom, u see a lot of unfamiliar faces. people that u know seem to look totally different that day. pjc prom was better than the ntss one. we got the muttons as our mcs for the day and they were one of the better ones i seen. we started late as usual, lol. took quite a lot of photos that day. especially with the someone :D photos are all on fb. i might post some tmr if i got the mood. and that usually mean that there is a 20% chance of my posting. quite sad that i didnt win any lucky draw prizes. there was an ipad, netbook, shopping vouchers and much more. ohhh and im surprised that adam won the best dressed award. lol. not that im not happy with him or what but i seriously feel that there are others that should get the award. i think jianhui stands a chance. he dressed up like taeyang that day and danced to wedding dress on stage. LOL. and i met him earlier at clementi when i was going to meet yy. he was wearing a cap then so i didnt see his new hairstyle. hmm then after prom, wanted to go butter factory, but that place was crowded to the max. if we were to queue up, it might take us 1 hour. dean managed to go in though, through the expert queue-cutting skills and wide range of contacts learned in ntss. lol. went to some other place instead at clarke quay. seriously i find that butter factory would be a better place to go despite the queue cos at least the people there are of our age and the place is big. the place we went to that day, was some small dingy pub that looks like its being operated by underworld of the streets of spore. almost met with a small mishap which i find it slightly inappropriate to write here. but everyone was singing ktv quite happily there. left the place at 3 and cabbed home with qijie,honghui,weilun and jolene. the taxi uncle keep talking to me. lol reached home about 4 and fell asleep at abt 530. and i shall continue the rest in the next segment cos its the next day alrd.

7th Dec, Tuesday

woke up at about 130? then finish reading my new book on angels at 4. its really a cool book and i cant wait to get the second book in the series. i think i have an interest in religious lore and symbology (firefox says the word should by symbolism). the angel names are quite cool too, like verchiel. then after that, i rotted at home. lol. was so bored that i played battleon, and i am downloading maple to play with wongchong. dont feel like watching drama all of a sudden. then as maple is downloading, which is a startling 13 hours, i went to mofunzone.com and played the whole of crimson warfare. its quite a noisy game because of the shooting and dying noise. lol. then went to sleep at 4 cos i ended up talking to hongyee.

8th Dec, Wedday

woke up at 130 again. i shd really start to sleep early n wake up earlier. did nothing much until now. lol. going to hy house later to take back my slippers which i miss a lot.

hmmm i was thinking whether i should start talking to this special someone. but i think its very weird to do so cos after all, we are just mere acquaintances. how how how? stress stress stress. thats for now la. go back dling maple. ciao

2010-12-05T22:30:00.010+08:00

this is my 125th pot and im delicating this to kwon yuri :D. incidentally, 125--> 12/5, december 5th, today's date, her birthday :D. yup i planned this. since its planned, it should not be incidental. lol. i just like that word. that why there are so many posts recently. shes like my favourite girl out of the 9 and i think i will melt when i see her. known as black pearl, shes 22 this year. christmas seem to have arrived earlier this year :D

all i have to say is 3 cliche words. let the pictures do the talking.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWON YURI!! :D

stay pretty and hope u had a nice day today :D

lalala~ IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY

2010-12-04T21:51:00.002+08:00

so lonely, went to buy stuff alone myself. got white pants and a watch. woopie. got my atm card finally. spent like 130 bucks today. hmm i really gotta start earning some money. going for my first marathon in 8 hours time. woopie. gotta sleep now. ITS YURI'S BIRTHDAY TMR. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~~~~

2010-12-03T23:44:00.003+08:00

anneyong!. in a good mood now. went shopping again. decided i shd get a white pants. grace thinks it looks nicer. plus its a good investment. will go back to bugis tmr again. to look at the watch and shoes that i shd get. then maybe chiong everything on sun?? pray pray. yy is suggesting that i wear a vest. shall consider. okay i think i need a car. tmr i shd be going a lot of places. okay, lets get things in order. getting a pair of white pants. that will be at 313. then go bugis. to look at shoes and watches. then go jp. yes. thats the plan. i think im going nuts alrd. why didnt i buy everything today!!!!! or that day. siannnnnnnn, grrrrr. aishhh. dun think liao. go back to fan fic. its definitely sad and then i'll come back n think abt my plan again. yipeee. lol. that was random. ciao

2010-12-03T01:26:00.001+08:00

i forgot to mention that its my first time going to ion today. i know im a country bumpkin. ppl say i always go lib. but i dont. i just lock myself up at home only. ohh its my second time to 313. :D

2010-12-02T23:31:00.003+08:00

went shopping since 2 years ago when i bought my prom clothes for sec 4, at orchard. i dont really like going to town cos its crowded and long and crowded. yes i said crowded twice. its just crowded and that why i dont like it. well, i dont really like shopping either. like unless i really need some new clothes or stuff then i will step into a mall. and i really need some clothes now. okay, maybe shopping could be my new temporary hobby as i earn some money in the hols. like what grace n wanting said today, i should try to change my style of clothes. yup, went to orchard with these 2 ladies and i saw ppl i know where ever i go. met joanne on the train, then at taka, saw magdelene and melody there and timothy with his family, then went to wisma and saw sasfinn, xin hui, ruishan and xinying. far east was the next stop and saw pearline and yu neng. and other pjc ppl which i heard of but dont really know. then headed back to ion, cine/cathay(cant tell the diff, shd be cine i think) and 313. i didnt meet anyone i know in ion, cine/cathay and 313. but i definitely walked back and forth along orchard road. hmm i shd go back to the magic at meridian if i got the time and money. just to see see smile smile. and that reminds me to quickly earn money to go card shop with lele. gona buy a mat and start practicing my cups n balls routine. ohhh bought a shirt today, for prom and i gotta think of what more to buy tmr. hope i wont be late. 11 at je? oh man why did i set such and early time. haiz. go consult my fashion designer aka my sister on today's products. ciao.

ps. watch the video in the previous post. jessica is really cute.

2010-12-02T03:45:00.003+08:00

woopie. its my 120th post and its 2dec on dec. the best thing?

IT IS 3 DAYS TO YURI'S BIRTHDAY!

i think im getting gayer haru haru. lol. for those who dont understand, haru haru incidentally means day by day. well im definitely not starting to like guys, its just that aishh i duno how to say la. nvm.

anw been watching drama these few days. going to buy prom clothes with class guys on fri, marathon on sun and its yuri bdae. yes i cant stop mentioning it. prom is on mon and work is gona start on next next mon. sian. right gotta go sleep now. its almost 4. bad sleeping habits nowadays.

omg and i was watching hello baby just now. ahh this episode and this part never fails to make me smile. its kyungsan's first time speaking and omg! look at jessica, 3:49. ahahahah. her face just changed like that. and tiffany is busy trying to clarify. JeTi moments. lol and at 6:52 both tiffany and kyungsan bang the floor together. lol. tiffany is really scared of babies.

2010-12-01T02:19:00.001+08:00

i must say this here even though its long overdue.

A LEVELS ARE OVER!!!

2010-11-26T22:46:00.002+08:00

i hate to update today cos that means the photo below will be push further down. so i am gona repost the photo again.

cse is finally over. heck china. i think i wrote that word at least 100 times today. china china china china china. its over, its over. A lvl is unofficially over for me. left with phy paper 1. hmm cse was doable today. wrote the most i ever wrote. i counted about 3/4 for (a), 3/4 for (b), 2 and a little bit for (c), 3 for (d). hmm 4 pages for essay qn 4 and about 2 and 1/4 for qn 3. total should add to a glorious 13 pages. ohh i forgot to mention i cancel 1 page of my essay cos i figured out i wrote wrongly. lets pray for the best. went to the arcade after that with yy and played this very cool game. going to play some more tmr :D. i also want to watch rapunzel, a tangled tale. bought myself a book today. the fallen part 1. hope it will be nice. that is about all for now. ciao.

2010-11-26T01:30:00.006+08:00

i koped this from wanting. haiz. i dun understand why or how can such a pretty girl exist. aishh i think she melts my heart. presenting..... KWON YURI :D. ps shes on the right. pss it took me 5 sec to correctly identify whether it was left or right.

okay. im here to document a frightening day of my life. today, while i was sipping my peanut soup, this winged creature flew about. and bro was being kind to inform me about it. looking at that creature, i got the shock of my life, threw my earpiece at 1 side, dumped my bowl of soup at one side and ran away. maybe ran would be an understatement. i summoned all my ninja skills that i learnt from naruto to duck, dodge and escape the creature before sprinting up to my mum's room. yes, as u might have guessed it, its none other than a freaking flying cockroach. HEY IT FLIES AND WHAT IF IT ENTERS MY SOUP OR KNOCKS INTO ME?? okay i feel there is a need for caps to emphasis the amount of trauma i felt. and no one in my family empathize with me. all they said was what happens if u live outside alone or u are married. well, 3 solutions. 1, my wife catches it for me. 2, i call my neighbour around. 3, i dont let them come up in the first place. 1 is definitely out of question. well, i might opt for 2 if my neighbour is a good friend. 3 is definitely my best bet. i cant bear using baygon either. bad karma. ugh! anw, this friend here was sighted ytd night about this time too, hovering above the kitchen door as i attempted to enter the kitchen and wash my long overdue bowl. i kinda woke my bro up to capture it but it escaped. well, once lucky, never twice. today i think it met its demise as my bro sent it out of the window 6 stories high. thinking about it gives me the goosebumps. sidetrack a while. wanting has been signing in and out the whole day. reminder to disturb her and tell her not to try use her itouch to sign in msn anymore. or at least thats what im assuming her to be doing. but on account that she had such a nice picture (refer to above) dedicated to me in her tumblr, i shall be nicer and tell her nicely. :D really wonder how she finds such nice picture. maybe i'll post sica next time. right i really like yulsic. for anyone who doesnt know what does yulsic means, its yuri and jessica. fanfic influence. ohh yes and i chanced upon this very cute song by IU and some guy from 2am. i wonder if there will be a group called 12mn. lol. not funny i know. well the song is called nagging and its just cute. lol. there is eng sub for this mv. enjoy.

okay before i go further off tangent, lets rewind a little to the roach first. i just want to conclude that im now being quite paranoid that some roach is gona creep up on to me and maybe attack me? as i leave for sch today, i saw quite a few crushed bodies on the floor. not to mention when i take a late night out studying at the mac nearby and as i walk home, some of these creepies will scuttle across my path causing me to jump in shock. in fact, i woke up like 2 times last night to further shelter myself from any imaginary roach with a mere shirt... well, for those who are wondering why are there so many roaches, its because my area just underwent fumigation and its not because im some dirty boy although that what my mum says all the time cos i laze, eat and sleep in the same area- in front of the laptop. plus i refuse to do area cleaning. my notes are cluttered in the living room which i hope to clear before i go and serve the nation.

hmm i have been playing nagging for some time now and i kinda like both the singers voice. the guy is kinda unique. and OMG i just find the girl super cute. ahhh. i think i need a girlfriend now. haiz. okay i think shes ranked 3rd now. yuri numba 1 and sica is 2 :D

first sign if being a zhai nan and a kpop nerd: giving ranks to pop idols.

i suspect i will become more of that in the next few months. esp when i dont have work. its gona be snsd snsd snsd whole day long.

ohh i must talk about this important thing. tmr, no. correction, 12 hours later, today, im gona take my cse paper. second last paper of A levels. quite happy. and quite sad also. it means that im closing my studies career and ending a chapter in the book: The Life of Sim Jun Jie. at least i can use the com, play, snsd whole day long without feeling guilty. hmm, definitely gona play ping pong tmr and most prob soccer? i need to get my re-match with jolene. cant believe i lost to her twice in ping pong. luck seems to help her. luck will not be with her the third time. teehee. lets just hope cse will be easy, i can finish writing and woooohoooooo, its party time!

well, im listening to nagging again gosh! IU's voice is really cute. just watched the live version on music core and for u lazy bums. heres the vid.

its seems im putting a lot of media up. IU indeed looks tiny beside the guy. even if she wears heels. hmm i certainly wouldnt mind a girlfriend that keeps nagging. as long as she doesnt get tired, i wont. plenty of practice from dear mother. its cute in a way la. but warning. im really the stubborn kind and will not listen. so what the point of nagging. well, i do listen sometimes. i know its all for my own good. lol.

okay i need to zao liao. need to go sleep and wanting is still signing in. ugh!! maybe she kena virus? anw, here are some pic :D

the on the left is jessica and the right one would be the first picture of yuri that i saw that melted my heart. awww. ciao. or shd i say annyeong! which means both goodbye and hello in korean :D teeheee

2010-11-24T01:35:00.004+08:00

hmm. phy paper 3 today, could do it better than paper 2. woo hooo. left with cse n phy paper 1 and its party time!!!! ping pong or soccer on fri. marathon on the 5th dec, prom on the 6th dec. well, enough of the random rambling ranting. (ps 3rs. *wink wink*) lol random idea ( pss that is another r). okay okay enough of that. hmm, write a short article on how to write essays for wei zhang today and i decided to post it here for memory' s sake. here it goes:

Anyway, from what I see, an essay at its very basic level, is a means to convince other people about what you think. And you do this most of the time in your life. You can choose not to agree with what I say but that is your side of the story. Its YOUR view AND there is no reason why it should come into MY essay. So don't get too stressed up if people don't like you essay or say its lousy. By the way, a bonus part when you write an essay would be that the reader, initially of a different view, turns around and side with you after reading your essay. That is why step 5 down there is VERY VERY VERY VERY important. Don't try to come up with some lousy excuse like there is more agree points than disagree and that is why I agree. IT SHOULD BE SOMETHING THAT YOU WILL DEFEND STRONGLY. Example la, er, lets say you like playing basketball a lot. but then this punk come along 1 day and tell u basketball sucks. He is insulting the love of your life. So you should defend your stand on why u like basketball. So, your topic sentence would be something like basketball is a sport where one can know oneself better. This is because one's physical limits are tested when one plays basketball. For example you have to keep sprinting across the court to defend and attack. And therefore, it pushes you to your physical limits. Thus, it shows that basketball is indeed a sport where one can understand oneself better and that is why you like basketball

That is an example of a paragraph. In a more familiar structure;

M - basketball is a sport where one can know oneself better.
E - This is because one's physical limits are tested when one plays basketball.
A - For example you have to keep sprinting across the court to defend and attack.
L - And therefore, it pushes you to your physical limits.
L -Thus, it shows that basketball is indeed a sport where one can understand oneself better and that is why you like basketball the last part and that is why you like basketball is important. The link to the question.

For me personally, I like having 2 links. The first orange link is the link for the example to the explanation while the second red link is the overall link. I know it sounds very naggy but that how i keep myself on track and not digress.

Oh ya, for dualism within each paragraph, usually, I would make it such that it only rebuts the topic sentence. But for the opposition, if possible, i will rebut the topic sentence, and use the rebutted topic sentence as support for my thesis. refer below on corruption. Quite a stretch sometimes.

So that is what you need to start writing an essay.

Next, you brain-storm your essay using the steps below
PS: steps 1-5 are for the introduction

Step 1: Assumption of question/ Restate question

Step 2 : Identify dualism

Step 3: Come up with reasons for dualism

Step 4: Take a Stand

Step 5: Evaluation/ reasons why u take that stand

Step 6: Choose an approach to answer the question

Step 7: Choose a structure

Step 8: Craft topic sentence for every point

Step 9: Updated examples

Step 10: Link back to question

Step 11: Add some of your feelings into the conclusion that you might have thought about when writing the body

Further explanations

Step 3: Come up with reasons for dualism
Very often, this you need to use logic to think. Let's say a question is asking "CCP is losing its legitimacy fast." A/D ?
For this right, the dualism which is easily identified, would be yes, its losing and not, its not.

For yes, it could be due to the increase in social unrest, rampant corruption or due to a rising vocal middle class that does not agree with CCP's legitimacy

For no, it could be due to the high economic needs that are met or the promotion of nationalism which translates to love for CCP

Usually, it is written in the introduction as it allows you to bring in the dualism easily. It does show understanding of the question also.

Step 4: Take a Stand

It is very simple for this step. 2 C 1. lol. But take note. You choose the side which you think that the reasons above is the most logical to you as a person. However, in some cases, there a so-called easier choice to pick and in this case there is. In this case, the easier choice would be that CCP has NOT lost its legitimacy. I mean if it has lost it, then why is it still governing china?

Step 5: Evaluation/ reasons why u take that stand

Hmm, evaluation is a little tricky. For evaluation right, it would be better if u bring in the 16 evaluative perspective in GP. This is also known as the use of dependent factors. Also known as using of qualifiers.

It is also more like a reason as to why you choose the stand based on whatever you understand about the question.

For me, there are like 2 styles of evaluation and each depends on my mood that day and how the question is set

1) I give the anti-thesis its credit but I say that my thesis outweighs the anti-thesis
Eg: CCP's rule is still strong as (provide reasons above). No doubt, there are challenges like (provide anti-thesis reasons), these challenges are being managed by CCP to ensure its legitimacy is strong.

Highlighted in red is a very important link/reason that you must think of before using this evaluation method. Better still if you got evidence to support. If don't have, don't fret. just try to smoke your way.

2) I can also qualify the situations based on the question (used for GP more but you can use this in the body paragraph evaluation also)

Some common criteria to evaluate factors

Degree of government control ---> if the government can control this crisis or has much control over an issue, this issue/ crisis is largely tilted in favor towards the government.
Area of Effect ---> how much people does it affect. The more it affects, the greater the problem.
Long term vs Short term
Political, Economic, Social COST vs any possible BENEFITS

Step 6: Choose an approach to answer the question

1) Assess the causes for the topic and the effectiveness of measures done.
For example, in this case, CCP legitimacy is dependent on 5 factors

Civil Governance ---> how well it governs the country. Are problems like corruption solved?
Nationalism
Domestic Stability/ Economic Development
Populism ---> how popular is CCP.
Ideological Modification ---> changing of ideology to suit changing times BUT not contradicting the traditional Mao ZeDong Thought

That means you got 5 body paragraph and in each u assess each factor and see to what extent has CCP lost its legitimacy.
Although you might say it has lousy civil governance due to rampant corruption, I can also say that measures are put into place that combat corruption. So, in that sense, it is trying to regain its legitimacy and hence not losing its legitimacy. THIS WOULD BE IN LINE WITH MY THESIS ABOVE THAT IS CCP HAS NOT LOSE ITS LEGITIMACY.

If you disagree with my thesis, you can further rebut my stand like what Mr Shermann used to teach us. The measures to combat corruption although implemented, they are still inefficient. Then u come up with some statistics. If you are feeling a bit more lucky, you can even say that these measures could in turn cause more corruption and that is why china's civil governance is lousy to the max.

2) SPERM
In this case, you can talk about firstly how social problems faced causes CCP to lose its legitimacy and then in the same paragraph, talk about what CCP is doing. Second paragraph could be on political problems and so on.

It need not be fixed as in you use approach 1 only or 2 only. Its alright to mix both approaches. The main idea although is NOT to come up with the same points and write them differently as 2 paragraph.

Step 7: Choose a structure

The structure naturally depends on the approach you are taking.

Approach 1 would mean that each paragraph encompasses evaluation as you are talking about the CAUSES for the question and evaluation is needed naturally. It would be hard not to give reasons why CCP is doing bad in 1 factor and good in the other.

Approach 2 would mean that the essay is becoming quite GP-ish.

NOTE: for any paragraph you write, include MEAL as shown above

Step 11: Add some of your feelings into the conclusion that you might have thought about when writing the body

This is a bit difficult to think about at the last minute. Er, Mr Chan has a lot of these. lol. Every time he says "China will do this do that because they must get this" are the insights u need. There is no need to bomb too much also. After all, you only got 45 minutes.

Actually, what I keep in mind is the first paragraph when I write an essay. In humanities, its all about choices and why you make that choice. Is it logical for you to make that choice? What factors allow u to believe that China is like that and not the other way. Is it because there are governmental policies? But are they effective in the first place? Are the people receptive to it?

In essence, cse, like what Mr Chan says, its all about an issue and how effective the government has tackled it or an obstacle and how severe is it.

Of course, to come up with all that in 45 min including writing is horrendous. That is why you need to have a READY stand when u go in the exam hall.

One Child Policy, is it more harmful or beneficial?

Income inequality, environmental degradation or negative relations with foreign countries would pose as a greater threat to China's sustained economic development?

Your points can come from cross themes, it does not matter. All that matters is what you perceive to be true as to why this thing is happening now.

An essay is really about YOUR views about a certain topic. Needless to say, facts are required. If you don't have any facts, just whack any survey values. Hong Hui did this essay without facts and Mr Chan gave him 18. lol. And he wrote for every paragraph "where are your facts?" Facts are a requirement in a sense because they give credibility as to what you write. Because China set up the Shanghai-Cooperation Organization (SCO), we can believe that China is able to lead and ....

I think I have been typing this for quite some time and it contains like what all the teachers have told me about essay writing, from Mr Shermann, Mrs Leong, Mr Ivan Lim, Mr Lim Chin Kuan, Mr Lester Lim and Mr William Chan. Credits and kudos to them.I ts 1.40 am liao. Ciao.

hey! its in pretty good english i think. wrote it like a formal thing, woopie. snsd time. LOL! and i just spent quite some time in editing the html codes to ensure the black words dont show up black on the webpage. zzz

2010-11-21T01:42:00.002+08:00

i guess its karma. sian. snsd the whole day ytd. and i got a B for phy when i could get an A. great motivation to start mugging again. and i dont think i did well for the actual A lvl paper 2 either. paper 3 will be crucial. must get full marks for paper 1 also. and that holds for chem too. gona collect race pack tmr. and its the graduation ceremony for the imps at dabei. going tmr. haven seen them fora long time. right, cut the crap. okay wait. i must confess first. i received 2 pms on soshified. gonna read them first then go sleep. thats bad. but i cant help it. argh!!! JJ slap urself. ciao

2010-11-20T00:21:00.003+08:00

hmm. i rotted at home the whole day. woke up at 1pm. used the com since. until now. and im not having any intentions of stopping myself. well, completed or at least half completed my uni application form. it was a total snsd day today. watched a radio interview. yes watched. for u ppl out there who think how in the world did i watch a radio interview its because there is a cameraman there and he likes yoona :D. and they posted the vid online. on utube. its called super junior's kiss the radio SNSD 02.08.10. i really wanted to watch intimate note starring them also. but i think the company removed the vid. arghh! life sucks. for that moment. re-read a fan fic today again. 24 chapters at 1 shot. abt star crossed lovers which i seriously recommend ppl to read if u need a heart-wrenching love story at night. BEWARE. its addictive. its kinda sweet in the end though. ohh and theres this yuri and jessica fic too, that totally haunts me. yuri is being portrayed as a drug addict and sica is pregnant and anymore that i say its gona be spoilers. go formspring me to ask me for the link. BEWARE x2. its totally heart-breaking. and sadly, the author isnt updating at the moment. aigoo. thought about writing my own fic. maybe i"ll post it here too. but no1 reads it.

'A's isnt over and im slacking alrd. days feel as though the 'A's are over and im starting to rot. sian ttm. gotta get a job soon and i'll complain how boring isit. life is pretty weird as such. i realise im like spazzing alot abt snsd. i shd get off read quick and hide before ppl think im some chee ko pek aka pervert.

btw. jessica is the new love <3. that was totally gay

off to wash my bowls and maybe search for a jessica hp pic? teeheee. ciaoz ppl.

ps. i realise again that i mention a lot of times that i wash my bowls in the midde of the night. for those curious cats, its because im lazy. im procrastinating until my bro n mum starts nagging. mainly its my bro though. lol. speaking of procrastinating, heres a cool pic i chanced upon at http://tasteofawesome.com/

this site definitely has cool and funny pics. check it out if u got the time.

pss. that ps was really quite long.

2010-11-15T00:33:00.001+08:00

had a good time laughing today.

funny guy in china

2010-11-09T20:59:00.004+08:00

i believe in fairytales. i believe in miracles. i believe in fiction. do you?

its never the end until u say it ends. so when does it end?

(edit) suddenly, everyone is talking about dofu... cool word, cambridge

2010-11-08T23:42:00.002+08:00

111th post. sounds cool. lol. tmr is the day we've all been working towards for 12 years. we've made it through PSLE, O lvl and now its the final stage. the boss monster. its only 20 days. we're 20 days away from eternal freedom from exams.

to me, its kind of like im closing a chapter of my life again. life is like a book, with multiple short stories, about what u do in different periods of ur life. for me, from kindergarden, to rulang pri, to newtown sec and pioneerjc. its kinda special in a sense. im sure gona miss sch. and maybe exams. lol. im not sadistic. hmmm. cant really think of what to write now liao. right go and sleep alrd. chem tmr. all the best to everyone out there.

FFT (food for thought) : what would ur book be like?

ciao~

2010-11-06T02:18:00.002+08:00

Mistake-SNSD
Sica - I’m still at the same spot/place
I’m weary from wandering by your side

Seohyun – Even today, as I was wandering
Day has passed again and again.
Now I’m here

Sooyoung – You know. You know that my heart is hurting
Yoona – Watching you laugh/smile makes my heart ache more

(all)
It’s my mistake for not making you love me more
It’s my mistake for loving you more than you love me
It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to.

Taeyeon – How much longer must I cry
As I’m trusting that promise/ I’m only trusting/ believing that promise

Sunny – You lied to me to wait for you
Even my greedy side(for his love) has grown weary/tired

Hyoyeon – You know. You know that my heart is hurting/aching
Tiffany – You can’t just ignore and laugh/smile like that.
(all)
It’s my mistake for not making you love me more
It’s my mistake for loving you more than (you love/like me? This is my assumption)
It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to.

Yuri – I knew I couldn’t have you
Sica – But my heart(my love for you) just kept growing
Taeyeon – It’s my mistake for
Waiting by myself
Regretting by myself
Loving you.
(all)
Even though my heart was hurting/aching
It’s my mistake for not letting you go/forgetting you

Taeyeon – I’m such a fool
I knew I would get hurt and couldn’t let go

Seohyun – it’s my mistake
Sunny – Even though it could be all my fault/mistake
That’s ok. As long as you’re there…

Tiffany – Always…
Taeyeon – Please forgive me for being like this.
(forgive the person) Who loved you

credits http://www.wonderfulgeneration.net/2010/10/snsd-my-mistake-lyrics.html#

latest by my favourite girls. lyrics written by yuri. wooooo. lol. fell in love with this the first time. i think its cool if a band sings this kind of slow song n there are members to, you know do the background. ahh just cant stop listening to this song.

well, heres something bad/good. depending on how u look at it. a lvls are coming in 3 days, 9 nov and im sleeping late. its 223am now. reading fanfic. hmmm gotta tune back my clock since i have most papers in the morning. dun wana be running daily. right ciao for now. go back listening to 2 songs and its good ~~night~~ morning

2010-10-31T21:33:00.004+08:00

ahhh. im kinda addicted to the girls nowadays. zzz listening to their songs, and the fb update is i duno distracting? as in i'll just go look at the videos they post and ahhhh..lol. actually im kinda addicted to kpop now la. big bang and 2am songs are like constantly being played now. lol. ahh just come here to write something like that. gotta run now. going to mac to mug now. yes. in the middle of the night. with a fillet o fish n medium milo.

second time im editing: well, its like a drug.. sian. but i dun mind taking it. lol. ciao, i really gotta go out n mug

2010-10-30T01:38:00.002+08:00

yo peeps. or peep. lol. feeling quite cheery now. read a pretty lighted heart fan fic. lol. trying to brush up my angmoh this way okay. i chiong story book now also. lol ahem.. should revert to a more proper way of speaking english. well, been reading this book by jon land recently. The Seven Sins; A Tyrant Rising. quite cool book i guess. about this casino boss trying to cover up his past. im very impressed with him. 22 years old and hes involved with money laundering in Zaire, goodness know where the hell is that. he has this medallion with him, and on it is 3 words.

Somni, Audi, Vici
To Dream, To Dare, To Win

kinda cool quote for everyone out there. shd read the book if u have the chance. right. ciao for now. theres gp mock paper tmr. at 8. omg.

2010-10-27T01:48:00.001+08:00

i think im becoming an uncle, an old man.

i wish gp was easier.

2010-10-24T01:17:00.005+08:00

FRUSTRATION! REGRET! i feel as though i wasted a whole day. should have bought the kpop concert!!!!! arghhhhh someone pls let me turn back time!

lifelong regret!

2010-10-22T23:55:00.003+08:00

hi ppl. or rather anyone who is reading this. hmm. today went to celebrate benjamin's bday at clementi sakae. well, before that, i was in sch today. went for some cse session which they shd have told us in j1. makes life so much easier. well, ended up playing ping pong after that again. and this time the stakes were to go in maths coe n study if u lose. lol. got K-Oed the first round. that means i need more practising. well, it ended up that the ball got smashed until there is a hole, meaning the end of 09S14's ping pong career. unless we go buy a ball. hmm went to city vibe after that, to cut my hair. i think its horrible now. then had sakae. 21 bucks sian. and dam full. like some pregnant woman. then after that ben refused to accept payment so we ( serena, qihui, tan jun jie, ding hao, dean and me) went on a wild goose chase to return him the money. lol. ended up stuffing note by note into his letter box. well, serena n qihui had a harrowing experience also. dun wana mention it. and they found 39 dollars sing and 1 dollar us on the floor. went to charity in the end. just felt like i had to type this down lol.

hmmm and i want to say something random here. like i was rushing to sch today cos i was late as usual, and i thought about my ideal day in the future. and so here it is. hmmm i'll wake up at 7, maybe go for a swim or a job and then come back home and make my own breakfast which consist of scrambled eggs, english bread like a croissant, some tarts, cornflakes and milk. and a cup of macchiato ( lol sounds chim huh, actually its the only coffee i know other than latte, espresso and cappuccino. researching on coffee, espresso romano sounds cool. so does ) then the news papers will be on the table and i'll read while eat my breakfast. wa. what a great way to start a day. hmmm by estimations, by that time, it shd be abt 11? then if its a weekday i"ll go to work, if not i"ll go and find some stuff to do outside. or rather i"ll end up watching vids/dramas like some otaku. maybe pay a visit to an old friend's hse. then reach home by 9/10, go online and sleep by 12. woah!!! sounds nice right. and and and it will be more perfect if i got married and theres a wife there. ahhh heavenly. lol. maybe im reading too much love fanfics. feeling lonely now. boring....... right gotta go sleep now. need to attempt to be at the lib by 9 i think tmr. siannnnn. ciao n nites

(edit) ps. hmmmm dean told me snsd is coming to spore tmr for the kpop concert. dam. hopefully i get to meet them somewhere in spore la. maybe i lucky lucky meet them at some HDB? lol!! hmmm the attraction there is kinda unexplainable. i mean u look at yuriiii and jessica. and yoona and tiffany. omg, i think they melt my heart. following them is seohyun, sooyoung, taeyeon, sunny and hyoyeon. wahhh. cant sleep liao. lol, and that reminds me of something interesting. today at maths coe, yufeng's phone suddenly ring and it was a snsd song. think it was tell me ur wish. lol quite interesting. hmmm now its really nights. adios.

2010-10-21T00:42:00.002+08:00

hmm, been reading a lot, and i seriously mean a lot, of fanfic these few days. all starring my latest craze, snsd! theres 1 on yuri and jessica, a forbidden and tragic romance, taeyeon and jessica, a vampire and a slayer's love story and now its tiffany and taeyeon's angsty love story. quite depressing, sometimes reading abt all these even though its fanfic. like u'll just wonder why the people that love each other cant be together. but, if that really happens there will be no story. conflicting interests. i think i gotta source for more jessica, yuri, tiffany fics. they kinda hold the 1st 2nd 3rd pos out of the 9. weeepeeee.

anw, been going back to sch these few days. might as well dun farewell... in fact today i had to wake up at the usual time cos gp was at 8 and the whole day was practically lessons n lessons. had much fun playing asshole taidi with weilun n wongchong though. lol. somehow i think 3 of us are an odd set. wc is a typical nerd, wl is a typical sports guy, and im like some boookworm. lol yet we all laugh together while playing and talk about some of the weirdest stuff on earth.

maybe i shd go to sleep now. its 1 and im super tired. maybe go lib tmr emo myself. hope theres seats and i DO make it there.

ps today mr tan keok wen drove me back after night study. just felt like documenting this.

2010-10-18T00:54:00.001+08:00

after so long, i just dont understand.

2010-10-16T22:13:00.006+08:00

no. 102: yesterday was farewell, today's a birthday. its gona be long

15 Oct:
its finally farewell in pjc. first im kinda glad i no longer need to wake up at 630 every morning and rush like mad just to be in sch on time and still get scolded by mrs leong. but still, its the last school im going to and i dont deny that i am gona miss schooling days. that was part of the reason why i came jc. i just love sch. well the day started off quite fine. on time, had some exam briefing. had a phy lesson for like 1 hr, then break all the way from 930 to 1100. hmm during this 1hr30min, its was really fun. first all of us were chionging the cards that we were writing for each other. lol. then wong chong challenged mr tan keok wen to a ping pong( i know its table tennis, but i like to call it ping pong) duel. lol. in class, mr tan kw was so confident that he can beat wc. then when i text mr tan boon piang to ask if he can join us and play tag team with the other tan, he said mr tkw can handle wc alrd. lol. after that, when i borrowed the net from mrs loh, she said almost the same thing. that really got him nervous. well, the video on the duel is up on facebook. after that, had our farewell assembly. i must say this year's assembly wasnt as good as last year. the council didnt really do a fantastic job. im not flaming the council here but i really this this year is a bit cmi. try to get us to do mass dance also fail. ohh and we got this super cool thumbdrive that looks like a card. paid 5 dollars for that and a membership into the pioneer alumni circle. oh and i went up on stage to collect the thumbdrive. kinda cool i think. but super nervous. after the assembly, slacked a while with the class in the hall, played piano. and wc made me wana master "Secret" by Jay Chou. shall do that in my free time. ordered pizza and went to our homeroom F3-38 for the very last time to slack and wait for pizza. tore down the spiderweb we did for the interclass design competition with our own photos. they are all still with me. yes i did bring trash home. got chased out of the class after that cos j1s had lesson. hid in another classroom and we just partied. lol. mainly the girls and some guys were playing true or dare. while the remaining guys split into 2 groups playing "AssHole Taidi" lol. with the reverse of tide and whatnot. that whole game is so much more unpredictable and fun. then finally pizza came. 4 pizzas, 48 drumlets and 36 honey wings. plus a green tea each from the class fund. now the class fund has a total of approx 0 dollars. woohooo. anw the food cost up to 159 dollars. now its an emotional piece so i shall put a para for it.

ps listen to this song as u read

after the pizza, we trades the cards we wrote for each other. i really put my heart into writing each and every one. lol. the trading process was chaotic. names were shouted across the class, everyone lumped up in the centre. hmm after everything, yf came and ask me can he read the notes now and i told him hes free to do it as and when he likes. i think he was really touched by the notes we all wrote. i think he almost teared. well, he spent his last few hours with the class enjoying every moment and thats what im happy for, cos he always seem distant with the class. he did some surprising stuff though, like the moonwalk and some dance. i was totally amazed. its really nice having him as a classmate and a snsd fan. plus hes gona see snsd soon. like 6/7 days later? snap more photos man! after that, when people start to leave, we really said our farewells, it wasnt the huggy type of farewell but just a normal bye. but for me, and i supposed yf too cos the way i see his eyes as he said bye, that is definitely a not a normal bye. it was as though we are saying goodbye to our classmates for 2 years. our class might be quiet, but still, we are all in the same boat. got scolded together, played together, ate together, slacked together. i must say we definitely got more bonded this year, unlike last year where the strata that we were in is very distinct. its more of a kind of "farewell classmate". for every goodbye, i hope u ppl will receive the good wishes behind it. although we will be meeting for remedial lesson and whatnot, the feeling is kinda different. really hope we stay intact. and to qiumei if ure reading this. go organise the class chalet after As.

To 09S14: its was an honor being the class manager aka sai kang warrior for the class, even if its for 1 year. an enjoyable year. as my last class, i just wana say i will remember u guys. keep in contact. although i think none of u all will read this. lol. i must admit. if i say this in class that day, i might really cry out. take this as a farewell speech from ur cm.
Keep your memories alive and start chasing your dreams. That is what make u special.

to continue, after pizza, farewell, went to play ping pong with the normal people, weilun, hong hui, sang wook, wong chong, qi jie, lester, hong yee. sasfinn and xinlin came to join after that. lol. ping pong is really the new addictive game in sch now. and it all started cos of weilun, wong chong and me. lol. 3 of us and sasfinn were at the canteen 1 day and we saw the 4 A03 boys playing, which includes ryan, zi jie, joel koh and joel chiam plus sze ting from s15. ended up getting hooked on it and played for abt 4 hrs. lol. anw, link back, went to lot 1 and bukit batok to buy ingredients for the cake today. then when home to make cake. started at abt 11 and ended at 1. whew, tiring and i gotta wake up early the next day, which is today, to pass my bro's store ic the store key. did quite a lot of talking with my siblings though. the once in a while late night convers.

16 Oct: hmm today is yy's birthday. made some grand plan and the grand plan failed terribly. tsk. maybe that part of the reason why it was that enjoyable. plus i didnt get to eat the cake which i had promised xin lin that i will try to save a slice and another slice for my sis, and 1 more for grace. and in the end, no 1 ate it. what a waste. sigh, i think im quitting from baking la. stick to my noodles n bread. i"ll just play the part of eating everything up la. hmm, anw, went to pool alot today. somehow i think im quite a lazy and stubborn person. lets say for something new, if i get the the first try, then i will like it and maybe continue doing it? but if the first try fail, then maybe not. plus if ppl correct me, i wont listen. yes. i read correctly. i WONT. lol. caps is just for emphasis. im not agitated. so yup. im just lazy n stubborn. quite a depressing thought but im happy with myself. so what if im lazy, stubborn. its me. yes ppl will call me egoistic, but thats really me. like it or not. if u do not like it then press that lil 'x' up there. went for a 40 min run just now, and im still stinky. haven bathe cos i was typing out this post. its really very long. but i must say my fitness lvl is dropping. how to do marathon on 5th dec. plus ns? and ive not been going to the gym. and im not going tmr again. sianzzz.

on a side note, the yuri-jessica fanfic isnt updating. its a sad sad brutal romance story. non-snsd fans wun understand. but the storyline is good. and from me, thats compliment. i really hope both of them can be together. they went through alot. fate seems to be playing a huge huge huge joke on them. well, im reading this taeyeon-jessica fanfic abt vampires. well, taeyeon is the vampire and jessica is the vampire slayer. still at chap5. right gotta go n read liao. ciaos ppl.

pss seohyun is so pretty here!

2010-10-04T20:59:00.002+08:00

hmmm. 5 letters. AABBD. prelim results. seems in some what ready for A lvls. as usual A for math n chem, B for phy. surprisingly a B for cse. i thot i write crap. and a D for GP. thot i would get a E instead. hmm quite satisfied la. except phy. could have done better. but saying so, those who read my blog n didnt get as well will be scolding me alrd. lol. right dun talk so much. go and watch drama liao. chiong finish these 3 shows and im officially turning into a mugger. ciao ppl.

2010-09-28T00:37:00.000+08:00

hi ppl, im back. well, got quite well after the recent sorethroat and flu. chinese medicine sure does work well. call me an old uncle if u want. hmm. been watching dramas these few days. tang xin feng bao zhi jia hao yue yuan. lol. for those who dont know chinese its the mooncake hong kong drama, made in 2007/ 2008. chionging pokemon also.left with like 10 episode of season 1. yy came to my hse today to watch tang xin feng bao. got her addicted. lol. and she is supposed to have a mock tmr. well shes coming on wed again to continue watching. had an accident today also. lol. was riding my bike to meet yy and crashed. haiz. it all happened cos i was riding so fast and my leg slipped off the pedal. while trying to get my leg back on the pedal, the front wheel changed direction, towards the tree. all i did was stare in shock while the wheel hit the tree. ended up flipping over the bike and into the bushes. got a couple of scratches. the chain on my bike derailed too, but it was easily fixed. ohhh did i mentioned i chiong 14 episodes of jia hao yue yuan ytd, like 1 shot. from abt 3 to 3. lol. drama addict now. and i still got zhong ji san guo and code blue. ohhh and i finished liar game during prelims. im really such a slacker. right that abt all i guess? no sch again today. been lazing arnd since friday. cos friday no paper, mon n tues marking day. although im not very sure abt tues being a marking day, but who cares. right another day of being lazy and back to school to get results. ciao ppl. for now.

ps. its my 100th post.

2010-09-22T23:30:00.001+08:00

3 words: i am sick

2010-09-04T00:09:00.000+08:00

aww, yuri.

2010-09-03T23:21:00.002+08:00

hi ppl, my prelim has offically started today. my very last prelim exam. well, gp paper was today, sucks like hell. yes, thats the first time im saying my exam paper sucks. paper 1 was so difficult, with not much content, while paper 2 couldnt really understand the passage. in the end, didnt complete 2 answers in paper 2 and only wrote 1 anti-thesis for paper 1. sian to the max.and i fell asleep in paper 2. i really need to get rid of that bad habit. sleeping during phy mcq, cse paper, and gp paper 2. always. wonder why that doesnt happen to me during chem or math. maybe im really interested abt these 2 subjects. and that reminds me. if i fell asleep in phy mcq, i get about 20. if i dont, i get 30. i think the trick would be to ensure that i wake up naturally, and not operate on adrenaline like getting one 1 to wake me up n i'll get the shock of my life. start of holidays. nth to do but mug and mug and mug. still got so many undone homework. ggfied. on a similar note, im soshified. lol. maybe the wrong usage of terms, but i just spent abt 2 hrs watching snsd on utube, which is like so cool la. yuri, yoona, sooyoung, seohyun, tiffany, jessica, taeyeon, sunny and hyoyeon. awww. in no ranking la. although yuri and yoona will definitely be up there. haiz. i got a feeling ppl will be commenting abt this.and i hope ms jk will talk to me and not ask me abt maths anymore.

2010-09-03T20:02:00.001+08:00

just a quote from ~~wanting's~~ grace's(edit) tumblr,

karma is a bitch, only if u are.

bye.

ps. my formspring: http://www.formspring.me/mrJunJie

go ask some qns.

2010-08-20T00:32:00.002+08:00

hi, its my 95th post and its 33 min past my bdae. wanted to update just now but was busy being a thanker, thanking all the ppl in fb wishing me a happy birthday. today is an interesting day. im 18. right fullstop. did a chem mock paper today, went to watch city under siege, aaron kwok with wanting, yingyun and joan. saw weilun and jolene at jp also. quite fated. saw them at cine with marcs kenny n elvin also. well the show is really not bad. quite the sci fi which i like with an element of reality. but i think its worth 7 bucks or maybe 7.5? and ive been out to the movies for quite some time alrd. watched inception twice, pck in the last weekend and now city under siege. and i wana watch cats and dogs, coming out on 2nd sept. and gotta start paying for prom tickets, 80 bucks. sian so ex. plus need but shirt. BUT its only once in a lifetime.

well, received some stuff today. a mini pillow thanks to sasfinn, deck of cards thanks to yy, wt and joan, 3 shirt thanks to grace n gang, and wallet, kudos to 09S14. and thanks qiumei for the card.

right im past 18. next stop. to serve the nation. bye ppl.

2010-07-31T01:02:00.002+08:00

hi ppl. im back. felt like updating a few days ago when i was walking home but i was either too tired or too lazy. well quite alot has happened since the prev post on my chem pract. hmm lets see. well, this week was quite a screwed week. had 2 fridays so that means i lost my fav thu lessons that include chem n phy lect, chem spa where me n qi jie can crap arnd. and speaking of him, he came up with this chem song which i gona be dam interesting. right shall try get more info on mon. had interhouse competition on wed. woohoo. won my first gold medal in the 8*100 relay nearly dropped the baton when it was my turn. fortunately fadhill extended the lead. whew. ohohoh pe seems to be the highlights of this week. on the fake fridayaka thurdays, did orienteering. was quite fun except that the class before us as really quite evil. they hide the tags in such hidey places that was almost quite impossible to find. today we did rock wall, something that i was really looking forward to. managed to climb to almost the top for the most difficult wall but still my fingers are too weak to hold myself on the wall, thats why i failed 5 times. but one day im gona conquer it. oh and ya i just decided i might join rock wall in my next level of education, and perhaps hockey too and maybe track and field. well im more interested in the 100m sprint dash only. oh and did i mention, im quite madly in love with snsd. the are just so cute n pretty. awwww. shall get more pics from yufeng in sch tmr.

Yoona and Yuri ftw! right i think i ought to go now. nanyang concept test later at 10 to 12 and 1420 to 1430 to 1630. with chem first then phy. and i haven practised. on a side note. why is everyone facing relationship problems now? when it is so close to A lvls? irght ciao n sayonara

2010-07-25T00:52:00.003+08:00

sian. i think i have no guts. or rather im just too shy.

oh well, that wasnt my main thesis. went to watch inception with kenny marcus n elvin today. definitely a show worth 10 bucks. the plot is interesting, technology was kinda cool. pity we were sitting at the front row. but still, it was worth it. then went to tiong to find wanting with elvin. talked about alot of stuff which led to the first statement up there. oh ya. rewind a bit, just now went to cine with marcus, kenny, elvin to eat lunch. saw wei lun n jolene there. and i did a dare. just because i won the ji ko ba out of 5 ppl. and it was the most stupid dare i ever done. really, kenny's dare are much fun to do, i think. now fast forward, finished watching the movie, met with wanting, now im at home. oh my sister bought dan brown's the lost symbol alrd!! in soft cover, the design fits my other collections. woo hoooo. definitely gonna get it wrapped. well, i think that is all for now. im not in the writing mood but still i got a pq to do. due on mon. haizzz. right then ciao

2010-07-23T00:16:00.003+08:00

haiz. i wanted to blog like a few day ago. but was too lazy. anyway, today was like super bad? i think it must be because i used all the luck in reaching sch on time. sch curriculum was fun but things wasnt really smooth after that. well i wana talk abt school first. had chem pract today, one of out last few? well, anw we were doing the qualitative analysis. er basically for the benefit of those who dont know, its actually about pouring things together n seeing the effect it has on the compounds. like iron manages to give a brown solid with NaOH and a blood red solution with something else. yes literally blood red. its like the intensity of those blood packet. well, erm after i did the test on copper(II) ions with aq ammonia, i thot the blue looked nice and so i kept it on the bench. then followed by mixing and forming another green solution that looks very nice also using [CuCl4]- or else known as copper(II) chloride complexes. then i look beside me and saw qijie's solutions of chromate(IV) and dichromate(VI) which were yellow and orange respectively. thus i took them together and grabbed a solution of copper sulphate from the table n place them all together. so here i had, orange, yellow, green, blue, deep blue solution. if u are fast enough, u would have recognise those were the colours of the rainbow, without red n violet. so i was looking arnd for red, until sasfinn who turned around and told me i could dilute the blood red solution of iron. and ta-daaaaa i got my very own rainbow in the chem lab. then qijie with his stroke of brillance, took out some potassium manganate(VII) and dilute it to give us that nice violet. now that really is like a rainbow. so all of us were cluttering arnd taking photos, especially wong chong. he seems to want to get a nice nice angle. i'll upload 1 later. seeing that its nice. and tat reminds me that i also shout upload the weave the dreams. well, that was the fun chemistry practical. as i always tell qijie, chem spa seems to be the only lesson where both of us are the 1 that are laughing away n concocting weird potions.

continuing, went to gym later after that. it seems that im not doing much, but still i managed to lift some weights. well, it is what that happened after gym that was more heart-shattering, literally. on my way out, i was holding too much stuff and my new nalgene water bottle, full of cold water was slipping from my hand due to the condensation. then it landed on the floor, cracked. smashed. with a big hole at the bottom. and i cant use it anymore. and just now when chasing the bus, i was like some olympic torch bearer, carrying the bottle like it were the torch. haiz. thats misfortune 1. well, since i lost my bottle, and i thought since im running later, so i should get a bottle and drink during MEP which stands for maths excellence program. the title sounds cool aye. well, anw, so i bought a bottle of yeos lemon barley. all i did was drink a sip and i lost the bottle. well, it happened cos i was trying to evade my clone in school. zzz. thats misfortune 2. well, thirdly, during night study, when i was coaching on nuclear physics, my hands started to animate the situation of alpha particles being bombarded on a piece of gold foil, and splash! i knocked down my cup of milo. nearly scalded myself. and that misfortune 3. haiz.. all of them seems to be related to water, as observe by wei zhang.

okay, now i wana talk abt just now like 2 hours ago. i reached home at 10 plus and i told myself to write my pq, while dinner. i ended up falling asleep without finishing my dinner, and its still unfinished. this also means i gotta wash the dishes, bathe and write my pq. oh and if i have the time i should be thinking of design for the cohort t-shirt, whose deadline is 7 hours from now, 1am. right i think im screwed. as usual.

ohh and i wana mention I FINALLY CHANGED MY PHONE!!! wooohooo. htc snap. non camera version so that i can bring it for ns. well, this definitely proved to be a little bit of problem just now during chem prac where i cant take photos. but still im sastified. i got a bad feeling that i used 3g to surf the net and its gona cost me some dough. and im paying for the phone myself. oh sianzzz.

right i think i ought to go now. got a pq to write, think 1 need 1 hr. then i got the dishes. and i need to chong liang. oh btw pe later is going to be outdoor cooking which im quite excited about. cooking pancakes i heard. pe classes now are like stress relievers, rmb pushball from the previous post? then last week mrs loh didnt come and we had our own spain vs netherlands. soon we are going to do rockwall, which i am looking forward to. oh ya i did mentioned that i fell asleep just now. and now im energetic after my bro n sis tried waking me up like 5 times to get me to finish my dinner and do my pq. lol. now im energetic after talkin about chem spa n the unlucky moments today. right i should really leave. so ciao and see u next time.

edit
PS i think im in love with yuri these few days.
oh and here are the pictures. courtesy of wei zhang

2010-07-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

my mama says i went for spa when i really went to the gym

2010-07-13T00:59:00.005+08:00

haiz. i feel so cui that i didnt have the willpower to keep myself standing. so i plonk myself back down on the chair here and so im here again. well this is my 90th post and i dont really know wad to say. and i just decided. i shall explore this blog 10 years down the road. to see how much i have changed. well, maybe 20 years down the road too. for now i shall try to stand up and really wash my plates. get up u lazybones.

found this on my bro's friend's blog. thought it was quite nice. enjoy.

edit @ 1.13am: well something struck my mind and i decided to come back again. shucks and now i forgotten. oh yes. i shall watch some SNSD to brighten my day. woohoooo. oh yes and im back to origami, i decided to try come up with something magical about origami. lets see. hobey ho

2010-07-13T00:37:00.002+08:00

hi. im in the sian to the maz mood now. haiz. everything seems so bleak and sad. esp i have to do the dishes, i still have to go and sleep. and i think there is homework. haiz. i guess its cos i didnt sleep ytd cos of world cup. woke up at 1pm on sunday, went to yy's house, then went to hongyee's house at 11pm and didnt sleep until 5.17am in the morning. i tried to take some naps in between but still it didnt help. ended up so tired in school today. slept a while in math lecture, though i think i get the gist between exactly and approx. went to lala land during the break b4 cse and hu know, when its cse, william chan came in, giving me quite a shock. im surprised he remembers my name and ask me the clean the board. i guess he know i am dam tired and that to perk me up. didnt sleep during the 1.5 hour. though it seems longer than usual. everytime i listen to him talk about cse, i feel so motivated and he makes cse sound so easy. but the results seem to show otherwise. got an E for cse, which i thought i did quite okay for an essay but turned out i got only 14/25. sianzzzz. i got a feeling i'll be seeing him often soon. i think people do get the impression that i dont really need to worry abt my results. but still my weaker subjects like all my H1s, is definitely a cause for worry. well, i mentioned i passed GP in the previous post i think. which i would say most teachers feel that its not enough in the As. and cse.... haiz. dun think liao la. that is how i keep myself happy. im not deluding myself, just procrastinating. still, its a bad habit. now i seriously think im not posting with much structure, just rambling on and on and on about what comes to mind. finished a drama today,and i think i'll go watch pokemon after i wash my dishes again. dam, it sure sounds like in a slave, always washing dishes in the middle of the night. but i assure the public out that is because im just too lazy to move my butt off the chair that i end up washing the dishes at 1am. it sure feels quite early now and i seriously ought to like be sleeping. right theres no more random thoughts now. i should really sign off and go wash the plates, then i can... haiz. i dont know how to continue that sentence alrd. SIANZZZZ TO THE MAXXXXXXXXXX. so frustrated now.and i dunch even know why. and i feel like a girl using dunch. sigh i should really scoot off. nitey and buaixzxzxzx.

2010-07-11T01:21:00.002+08:00

hi. i wanted to blog yesterday, but i ended up sleeping. well heres about yesterday. yesterday was a good day. and fun. well, ytd got back results. and i must say i did quite well. the best thing is I PASSED GP!!! 53/100 woohooo. well, maths, chem, phy is still as stong as ever, especially math. phy seems to be on the border. oh well, pe was super fun. cos we had this extra lesson so the teachers let us play a quick interclass tournament on pushball. well, the aim of the game is just to push the ball to the other end of the field. it sounds easy, but actually the ball is so big that the diameter is bigger than my hands spread out. this means that many ppl can push the ball and this gives rise to a larger resistance. plus the ball is heavy enough such that the momentum it possess makes it diff to change direction. and did i mention that its a v tiring game?? u gotta run around the whole field. and i have not run so much in a long while. and the pe department just told us that there is gona be a sports carnival. includes pushball and running. i am certainly joining this! now that has gotten me excited. after that, went to jp to meet the clique. traveled with joan to jp and we met qijie on the way. they did have a fun time talking on the bus. at jp met the rest of the clique at pepper lunch to eat dinner. lol. it was definitely a fun time talking to the old gang, and crapping around. ended up going to the park opposite jp to sit n talk. played a life size snake and ladders with kenny and elvin, using the giant dice tower. lol somehow elvin got freaked out by the rats there and so we end off at 60 plus. i followed the path through to 100. sat down after that to play some weird games like wad um chi chi and this sha game. lol im definitely gona intro this sha game. haha. after that played wolf, which is the accusing murderer game. lol. its dam fun with old friends cos they are familiar with your own mannerism and u do need a lot of wits to play on. lol somehow i can act as a better wolf when i am not the wolf. like i can send people out of the game as a sheep. and in the end when im the wolf, i got voted out in the first round. hahahaha. and the wolf prevailed for the 3 previous rounds. especially for the 3rd round, elvin cheated me. i trusted elvin so much and got him to vote joan out and he revealed to me that he was the wolf in the end. that was like wth?!! lol. it was really a dam fun day yesterday.

today i went for a wedding dinner. my dress code was like woah woah woah. lol yes 3 woahs. a tie, white long sleeve shirt black pants n black shoes. food was so so. ambience was okay. okay it is getting boring talking about this.

oh ya. dad says he is going to get me a new phone. though i think i'll pay for some of it myself. daniel told me about this htc snap (non-camera). which i think i can bring into ns and as a working phone. woopie

right i think u are getting bored of listening to me and i just ran out of things to say. ishould go back to my drama. and yes. im gona watch the world cup later. eating my tou huay. wookie. lol bye ppl.

2010-07-07T17:53:00.000+08:00

shit, toy story 3 is really sad

2010-07-04T01:27:00.003+08:00

konichiwa. it seems i have a new greeting each time i start a post. im updating more regularly nowadays. i shouldnt be spending so much time on the com now,since its the mid years. still got 4 papers on tues and wed. should be alright la. well, recently these few days, my life has been topsy turvy. had this omnious feeling on thu, somehow friday was okay. oh friday was updated in the last post. i think im a bit delirious now. well, the PSC fair mention ytd was boring but alot of info about scholarships. well i think im in for what moe offers. the saf and the ministry of home affairs offer prestigious scholarships but they are mostly for the 4H2 ppl. sad.. and i ended up lost in orchard after going to kinokuniya to buy a book after the fair. now im kinda addicted to the book. oh and its 0215 now. right. i wana go watch paraguay and spain. sayonara.

you are always on my mind.

ps. yoona is cute. very cute. ttm.

2010-07-03T00:40:00.002+08:00

wookie, learnt that from yunhui. but anyway, thats just a greeting. well, im up here to update abt my life. well, firstly, i got a seminar tmr and i really should be sleeping. its about this public service scholarship and careers fair which apparently they invited me. i think its going to be sianed to the max but lets not be so certain. they say i can invite some1, but at the moment, its either i dont have that much balls to ask that person i have in mind or its just weird going with people second on the list. oh and i just came back from ziying's house, which apparently i knew her today only. was supposed to go with yy to west mall to buy he bbq needs which i am not invited. i think i just have too much time. well, ended up going IMM's giant. then went to ziying's to marinate the chicky. stayed for very long and learnt how to play a song on the piano. its a lame 1 to boot. but i still think its good to know a song or 2 on the piano. well, talked a lot with yingyun today. all the xin shi came pouring out. hmm should do this more often, and that coming from me, i think is quite idk? serious? im the kind of guy who doesnt look like i got a lot of xin shi but recently... haiz... ended up walking from je to my house 1 day cos of that. perhaps i shouldnt talk about such stuff here. right before it gets into my head, i shall go watch hk drama. im addicted again :D. but first. i have my dishes. damit. sayonara

Somewhere Between All Our Laughs, Long Talks, Stupid Little Fights And All Our Jokes, I Fell In Love. somehow this facebook quote is....

2010-06-29T01:19:00.004+08:00

hi ppl. okay first. there is this huge freaking insect which i largely suspect that it is a roach in my kitchen, fortunately for me it poked his head out AFTER i did my dishes, so all i did was to run out. but i still havent throw the styrofoam box that contained the durian for supper. yup. durian for supper. with rice. and theres is this strong stench in my mouth now, which i think i will need to get mint refreshers for tmr's paper. right i think i'll make a trip down to the void deck later to dispose of it. well, anw, im here to update this on a whim. well, its the midyears now, jus finished a physics paper 3 which i hope i will do decently, considering that i slept at 3 am the previous day n had like 3.5 hours of sleep only. i should be asleep now, theres math at 8am later. right, a few days ago, or rather on sunday night, i was thinking about writing a book in the future. what i want to write about would be the ordinary lives people lead around the world. that thought kinda occurred to me when i was walking home, looking at people. looking at an old man, i wonder did he regret anything he has done in the past? looking at the children at the playground, i was thinking 20 years later, what will they see themselves as? a typical working adult, drawing a fixed salary, or perhaps an odd job man, living on the bits and pieces of work they managed to find? or will they make a difference in people's lives? thats just a brief idea, which i will certainly consider in the future, when im retired and whatnot. perhaps go traveling with my partner. :D that will be cool. interviewing the farmers in Thailand, going to Silicon Valley to talk to those tech whiz.

spent a good solid 2 hours reading GivesMeHope and LoveGivesMeHope and 6 Billion Secrets. and im feeling hopeful. no pun intended. GMH and LGMH recounts various touching stories that could just be happening around the corner. im not exaggerating, but many on the sites have claimed that reading this saved their lives. its all actually about the small actions that people do, small things that touched the hearts. 6 billion secrets is actually a much more saddening website, where people reveal their secrets, retaining their anonymity. u read about pessimistic stuff, which i must admit, im guilty of some. you actually get to vote on the upcoming secrets, which links me to another thing i read there. there was this girl, after reading the secrets on the website, she went and voted for all the secrets she found. she said, and i quote :"When I vote on upcoming secrets, I say yes to all, simply because I feel no one should keep anything locked up inside. Even if I never meet you, I'm sorry for your troubles and just keep looking forward, tomorrow is a new day."

sometimes i realise im a bit too straightforward here, just typing anything random, like the roach up there or the sofa a few post ago. but that just me i guess? and i somehow feel like within a post, its very difficult to follow me cos things tjust jump here n there. but thats how my brain works. backtracking, reading GMH and LGMH, makes me feel like im not doing enough. i mean i as a person in general, would like to see the world a much happier place, with more laughter, and hope. well, i suppose thats part of my mantra of being a magician now, to make people happy. i somehow believe that this world will be a better place with happier people. well i know im reiterating my point, but thats how the words come out. cant help it. my gp teacher says i ramble on too much. and now, people are getting emo around me. and i feel as though im the only happyfruit around. lol that was a random phrase. i supposed time and tide will heal all wounds. but still..... i really dont know what to say.

alright its 2am now, and i should really go to sleep. math tmr and i ~~must~~ should get an A to not disappoint others. also, i dont think i should make this an emo post. ciao and nites ppl.

oh before i forget, i should leave u guys with the links.
http://www.sixbillionsecrets.com/
u can link to the others at the top.

2010-06-27T03:18:00.002+08:00

oh before i forgot, i wanted to share this video. i think its real cool, esp the guy at the end.

2010-06-27T02:51:00.003+08:00

yo guys, im back here again. its my midyears now, and its 3am. i shd either be sleeping OR studying, although im doing neither. was watching brainac for the past 2 hours and many other vids on youtube. its really dam addictive, esp with all the links. well, i have finished my cse paper, leaving me with 3 H2s which im all so quite confident. well, but the cse was a bit sucky. i really hope i got the knack for essays. want to do mr koh proud. well i didnt finish the paper, a first timer. didnt do the case study part (c) 15 marks. now thats a reason why i dont like humanities. 1 freaking question is worth so much. unlike the sciences, where 1 question is at the most 10 marks? well, thats for maths. i seen a 12 marks before but thats like a blue moon. anw, so i tried my best to not leave a blank, which u ppl out there will wonder how i did it. its like u gotta start writing a paragraph. but i recently read somewhere that if u cant finish writing an essay, u can try writing ur plan and submitting it, hoping for some marks. and thats what i did. i wrote ' I am sorry, i did not have enough time to finish this question. here is a rough sketch of my answer.' now lets pray n hope. or rather i should be the 1 praying and hoping. and i just realised. i only got 1 more cse paper, which is the prelim. and if i still cant finish 2 essay n 1 case in 3 hours, im screwed. badly. okay getting off cse, im quite okay with revising the 3 H2s, almost completing all the practice papers given, left with 2 chem and 1 math, which is gona take me 7 hours. hopefully i can finish fast and relax. which i think is very important before an exam. and sleeping late does not help, cos my brain goes into relax mode at 7pm.or 8.and i wake up at 2pm. well lets see, i (hopefully) wake up at 9, do a chem, finish at 11, tuition at 12, meeting ppl at 4, mugging again at the lib at 6, finish another chem paper, and dam! the lib closes. i realise mugging mode turns on when the com aint beside me. oh well, i think i have something emo to say but i cant really remember. so heck it. right i'l try go to sleep. oh and people reading this, life doesnt suck.

There is always a rainbow after the rain, always. It is up to you to see it or not.

yes and thats by yours truly. woo hoo i came up with that in idk? 3secs? i think im a genius. its a random thought of mine. well, anw here another 1 by some people in quillian. and quillian fyi, in found in the book pendragon; before the war book 2 of the travelers

Even at the end of the road, there is a road. Even at the end of the road, another road stretches out, limitless and open, a road that may lead anywhere. To him who finds it, there is always a road.

well, its found in a book in quillian, titled, The Analects of Kelln. well, in case ur wondering why am i quoting so much of pendragon. i think its a cool book cos the whole idea of it hinges about hope, freedom and equality. well, i wouldnt wana spoil the fun for those who hasnt read it. its a good series i would recommend it to anyone. well, i think im supposed to go and i ended up rambling. oh well, im really off. so ciao.

2010-06-23T01:57:00.002+08:00

yooo hoooo ppl. im back. here at 1.57am. i shd really be sleeping and retuning my body clock. well, the main reason why im up here is to document what happened to me today. today, i went for paintball! yes its 1 of the 3 sports invented in the states, and it a dam fun game to play, esp with guys. a grand total of 10 guys went. marcus, kenny, jerome, johan, zhi yuan, elvin, derek, jun xiang and daryl. oh dont forget me. we were supposed to reach the place at 2, but cos we got lost and cos some were late, including me. eventually, we reached khatib and had to take a cab down to bottle tree park. and that reminds me i haven paid marc for the cab. oh well, continuing, the place was somewhat like what i imagined and somewhat not like what i imagined. firstly i knew it was open ground, but i didnt expect the bunkers to be wood piece. i also expected them to provide padding but they didnt, leaving me with battle scars. okay before i get ahead of myself, we went there and had our safety briefing. then when all is set, we split the teams, grab our guns and stepped right into war. the teams were me, jerome, elvin, zhi yuan and jun xiang while the rest became our enemy. first i must say, when the bullets hit u it hurts dam hard. especially when u are not wearing anything to protect urself. im not referring to padding, but if u wear long sleeves and track pants, it definitely helps. i have gotten 2 bruises on my left knee thanks to daryl and someone else. johan got this sweet-looking circular mark on this back cos he was running to get respawn. derek got to whelps on his left arm. i wont go into the detail of the game cos its too fast paced and i cant really rmb anything. but on the whole its was fun experience holding a gun and shooting ur friends while u and ur team tries to capture a flag and fulfill other objectives. lol zhi yuan was the cui kia, panting after 2 matches. and they only lasted abt 45 min?? i would really recommend this to ppl especially guys who really want to have fun for about 2 hours. but the cost is quite steep though. today, i played 250 paint and 3 games for 50 bucks. which marcus says is the cheapest he could find? ended at abt 4? and after bathing we went to northpoint to eat at this jap food court that jerome mentioned. it has been a long time since i talk to these wowers.lol. alright i think i should sleep now, cos im going back to sch tmr for consultation and muggation. lol that a new term that i rambled off 3 secs ago. this way or that, im leaving. see ya ppl.

This is the way it was meant to be, and so we go. Hobey Ho --- Bobby Pendragon, By D.J.Machale

2010-06-10T01:57:00.000+08:00

yooohoooo. im back. after a class bbq. hmm it was actually quite fun but somehow a bit i feel.learnt how to rollerblade today and that my main purpose in coming here.haha. okay i shall go away now. bye

2010-06-06T02:36:00.003+08:00

yos guys. hmm, been leading quite a relaxing week, havent been studying for the past 3 days, cos alot of things has been happening. firstly, on thu, went to the lib at je but ended up not productive. i think i should go alone and be emo kia next time. then fri got summoned back to school cos Dr Victor Koh died. that a sad story. very unexpected. gonna miss his jokes during lessons. kinda regret not listening to his lesson, and the during that last lesson, i still went to fb on xinying's itouch and said i wanted to do maths homework. RIP Dr Koh. went to his wake after that and ended up at gid's house to play mahjong. woke up today morning oops i mean afternoon, 2pm went to xin hui's house to celebrate ruishan's birthday and then met yy. thot she would be some emo kia, but she still as bubbly as before. then, came home and watch coach carter which i spent 4 hours, while the supposed runtime is 2 hours and thats cos the buffering sucks. aright i should end this post chop chop cos i wana go play pokemon. yes im still a kid..ciao and nitey

2010-06-02T01:11:00.003+08:00

hi, im back after washing the dishes and its dam depressing that your alone washing the dishes. mugging mode day 2 and i just updated my mugging plan in the previous post. i really ought to get started on maths n cse. maybe if im lucky i can squeeze all 4 into 1 day, which i think is totally nuts. oh ya. the water dispenser at home seems to be out of order. and that seriously sucks cos that means we dont have water at home. and the situation has gotten so desperate for me such that i have to melt ice to drink water. im definitely going to treasure every drop of water from now on. its late. its 2pm i gotta sleep. but my ice has not finish melting. heck la. ciao and nitey

2010-06-02T00:29:00.001+08:00

Plan

Physics

Day 1: Measurements
Kinematics
Dynamics
Forces
Work Energy Power

Day 2: Motion in circle
G-Field
Oscillations

Day 3: Waves
Superposition
Thermal

Day 4: E-Field
Current of Electricity
DC circuits

Day 5: Electromagnetism
Electromagnetism Induction

Day 6: Quantum I
Quantum II
Quantum III

Chem

~~Day 1-2: Do timed MCQ~~

Day 3-5: Do timed MCQ.

Day 6-10: Do timed paper 2

Day 11-15: Do timed paper 3

Maths

Day 1-3: Do timed paper 1

Day 4-6: Do timed paper 2

CSE

Day 1-5: mug content theme 4

(edit)Day 6-10: com up with my own cse notebook :D just like GP

2010-06-01T00:57:00.002+08:00

yes, im back. well i just felt like recording this moment down. hmm, studied just now in the afternooon and mapped out my mugging plan. did a timed paper 1 for chem and sad to say, my score sucked. a miserable 23/40 with 4 marks careless. zzzz. then did 5 chapter of phy ( measurements, kinematics, dynamics, force, work energy power). took me a glorious 6 hours which includes watching tv and eating my dinner. and speaking of dinner, my dinner was also quite lousy. it was just fat and rice and flimsy chicken all because i heated my chicken up in the microwave. maybe i should eat less meat. anw, packed my stuff just now. the living room looks so much neater and my room is gona be much more messier.

i suppose my holiday routine would be wake up, do work, eat and sleep. then whole thing just repeats itself. well, maybe i'll go to the lib at least 3 or 4 times a week? or end up at changi mac :D, something i always wanted to do. OHHHH and i thought of going for a marathon. 21.1 km would be enough at the moment. but a bit too lazy to go and sign up. maybe i'll use my mum's card and do it online. and i still have school tomorrow. zzz. and its cse case which is just totally boring. alright i think i'll ciao now, though theres this feeling that i left out smth i wana say. oh and my holiday mugging plan is below for the benefit of myself.

Plan

Physics

Day 1: Measurements
Kinematics
Dynamics
Forces
Work Energy Power

Day 2: Motion in circle
G-Field
Oscillations

Day 3: Waves
Superposition
Thermal

Day 4: E-Field
Current of Electricity
DC circuits

Day 5: Electromagnetism
Electromagnetism Induction

Day 6: Quantum I
Quantum II
Quantum III

Chem

~~Day 1: Do timed MCQ~~

Day 2-5: Do timed MCQ.

Day 6-10: Do timed paper 2

Day 11-15: Do timed paper 3

Maths

Day 1-3: Do timed paper 1

Day 4-6: Do timed paper 2

CSE

Day 1-5: mug content

Day 6-10: idk? try come up with essay??

lets just hope n pray cse for this mid year will not suck i just want a C. the same for GP which is long long over. well, to the untrained eye, the above stuff look simple, BUT considering all distractions like FB and the outings.. well, letsjust pray shall we? furthermore, i am gona use the remaining days to clear any undone work.

DONT PROSTINATE JJ!!!!

ps. i have listened to 102 songs on my ipod in a row.

2010-05-16T14:19:00.001+08:00

hi, im at the lib now :D . okay this is lame

2010-04-07T21:47:00.002+08:00

HI im here to update. common test just ended, didnt do as well, A divs ended, didnt do as well. nevertheless, i still think i did quite okay. just not up to standard. bt i failed my GP again. zzz its either my teacher or me. or the markers. well, i think its all 3. but shermann used to give me quite solid grades... haiz. anw, i ought to start communicating in perfect queen's english(learnt that from gideon). okay. i shd start now.

Well, I am here today to update this already forgotten-by-most blog. Just went to sasfinn's blog and saw her post on HYSS. That reminds me a little of NTSS and RPS. Life is school is indeed memorable. Its all the retarded stuff we did and being with zhiyuan definitely allows much opportunity for that. That was some little thoughts of mine and I think its quite random to post that.

School is getting boring nowadays. Miss hockey and all the makan outings after training. Well, there is China Desk to occupy my time after school. That reminds me that today we had the Middle Kingdom Race. Last year, I was in charge of the Spiderweb component which they did not include this year. It was definitely fun to create the web, try it out myself and watch people do it. This year I am playing the role of a group leader, leading a team of 3 girls from 10A04. It is actually fun to run around the school. Amazingly, I think my group clinched third. I also discovered the iPod Touch is a good tool when one is bored.

okay im dam bored writing like that. shall continue in the junjieish style.

okay, i just realised i have nothing more to say. oh 1 last thing. yes ying yun. i am meeting you soon.

P.S i realise i like to type okay alot. and i sometimes say is like a lot also

2010-02-10T00:06:00.003+08:00

It has been quite sad throwing away the old sofa. After all, i spent a good whole decade jumping and lying on it when it was at my grandma's house and sleeping on it after a tiring hockey training, waking up on it with an aching neck. I recall the number of times where i lied on the sofa lengthwise, reading a book and watching tv. Plus, the 5 cushions that grew up with me was also thrown away. i still remember there were 3 soft and 2 hard cushions. my siblings and i used to lie on them on the floor to watch tv, with all of us trying to get 2 soft cushions instead of the hard ones. My brother and I also played Frisbee with the cushions. Haiz, both the cushions and the sofa were soaked with my sweat and tears. How sad is it to justthrow them away. tonight is an emo night.... the new sofa is coming tmr though. dad says it an L-shaped kind, i can sleep with more comfort. haiz... feeling a bit moody nowadays. sianzzed.

well, here's pic of my sofa

2010-01-04T00:35:00.002+08:00

btw.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

ps. i need to reinforce the "I AM SCREWED" in the previous post.

pps i always start my post with okay. LOL

2010-01-04T00:00:00.002+08:00

okay here i am. back from china and penang. i shall give an update of my past few weeks after i refresh my memory of what has happen b4 i went china. but here, im going to talk abt something random. Assumptions. They are thoughts by people, that have no evidence. they might be logical sometimes, but they definitely cannot be used as a concrete method for communication. we are all familiar with starting a sentence "I assume that.." or "I thought that.." which i did frequently in my childhood as they were my only beacon of hope in portraying my ignorance. but how often have we thought that if we bothered to take a step to not assume, but to confirm, how much less problems will arise now. of course, some people find it awkward to do such things, like knowing what the other party is thinking. they find it embarrassing as it kinda go against the typical morals we all follow.

well, that has been what is going through my mind the past few days, after a series of events. an update on my life. in the next few days, im gona take a relative huge risk. which is argh. nvm ask me more on msn. well, school's starting in 7 days, officially and considering that i have 2/3 tutorials not done, 3 revision package untouched and so many dramas unwatched
I THINK IM SCREWED.

alright then. post more tomorrow if i remember, about penang and cheena. ciao first

2009-11-25T23:34:00.002+08:00

okay im here to update for like 5 min b4 i go off. dam tired after hockey training badminton with david. 2 sports in a day. phew. both my legs cramp today during hockey. and thus i didnt went thru the whole thing. coach ate with us just now and he aint that solemn as the first impression. flying off tmr to xi an gotta be at the airport by tmr 12.30 am. oaky. mum's shouting. gotta go ciao.

2009-11-13T23:58:00.002+08:00

here again to say a few words.

~~finish pw (by today)~~
~~do china desk(by tomorrow)~~
mug for chem (thursday to tuesday)
practise magic (tuesday to sunday)
play more chess (everyday)
pack stuff for xi an(no idea)

i lost my red lil sponge ball today. and i am using it on sunday. that is simply bad news. 2 scenarios. 1 i buy a new set, or 2 i dun perform. 2 seem very unlikely. so that means i gotta head down to bugis or the meridian to get some. which i suppose i have to withdraw $ from my bank cos i am declared to be in financial crisis like sasfinn. oh ya i just felt like i have to talk abt me going to mac today. well, i went mac today for lunch and i upsized my meal. but then for duno what reason, the salesgirl asked me if i wanted a large coke. then i thot she didnt hear me n ask me whether i wanted a large coke. so i say ya, upsize. then all in all, she gave me this freakin huge coke which took me dam long to finish. looked stupid holding that back to sch. zzzz

finished with china desk stuff, and ijust hope i dont have to do anything else. and something more waiting for me in xi an. sianzzz. just hope that me cse grade will definitely go up. if not zzz

right its time for me to go off. might be going gym with wanting grace n liping tmr, if i can wake up. ciaos

2009-11-11T01:35:00.002+08:00

yes, im back to do a quick update. life has been relaxing lately. pw was a total slack despite the upcoming OP which was normal. been waking up lately recently, in lala land holiday mood liao. despite so, im still chioning my I&R and look at GPP for 1 last time before i kiss PW goodbye n say sayonara.went for chem olympiad today, when i could have been at pitstop cafe playing games. went steamboat later at sunset way. oh ya finished a lvl chinese on 3 nov, which i think i'll do badly cos my zuo wen is a complete failure. holidays are proving to be quite packed. got a chess competition coming up on 21, 22 nov. going china on 27 nov to 6 dec, got to perform on 22 nov also. thinking abt sponge balls. gotta start practise. then china desk is chasing me for articles and hockey training is into intensive. chem olympiad actual thing is on 17 nov, and if lucky will have round 2 on 25 nov. okay perhaps 1 thing at a time. its time for me to re arranged my things.

finish pw (by today)
do china desk(by tomorrow)
mug for chem (thursday to tuesday)
practise magic (tuesday to sunday)
play more chess (everyday)
pack stuff for xian(no idea)

btw did i mention im the MC for a graduation ceremony. and i totally have no idea what to do. only 1 time rehearsal. that sucks. okay back to inr . update later. ciao.

2009-10-21T23:02:00.002+08:00

haiz. back from promos. felt i didnt do quite well, though i suppose i did. A for maths A for chem B for phy, the usual. lol. the sad thing is cse- E. the teacher said i wrote my essay as though im having a conversation. that why borderline pass. exactly 50%. then gp is the saddest of all. fail GP promo. S. 40/100. paper 2 not bad leh. 26/50. then paper 1 totally sucked. 14/50. teacher say my essay biased. content 7. then i duno why she dun like my language. so language is also 7. adding up to a grand total of 14 marks for my essay. half of what i usually get. saddening. anw. did some rough calculation just now. turns out that gp overall is E. then cse overall is D. so feeling quite okay la.

hockey today. training was tough at first, felt like blacking out. then aft i sprained my right wrist. then went on break. lol. play duck duck goose. quite amazed at that game cos it was coach that told us to play. then after that it was relaxing all the way. lol. alright thats all for now. shd slp early so that i wun be late tmr again

2009-09-17T00:30:00.002+08:00

its a race. a race i cannot lose. a race against time. tick tock.

lol. that sounds quite.. idk? lol. anyway, 1st task as house rep. haiz... felt like a bombshell. quite unprepared. spent a good 40+ msg on relaying the time for tmr meeting. plus pw is starting to catch up. im still relatively far ahead of homework. but that all thanks to staying back in sch to do = less time on com = less conan. and after promo it'll be hardcore pw n mt, which is zzzzz. not that i dont like the subj, it just that its boring. maths is so much more fun, and chem. now i salute those people that are able to oragnise things. i mean like to organise u gotta contact, plan, excute and the 1001 miscellaneous things.

thinking about should i do wave mtion? or maybe not. bit worried for cse. and yes, i want my chem test back. still got tons of maths qn, and there are some parts of chapter which i cannot fully grasp like MI and parametric. dam i want my weekend!!! alright shall go update my pw survey qns and then do a lil maths. ciao

2009-09-11T01:21:00.001+08:00

i swear my GP teacher is dam cool

2009-09-11T00:05:00.003+08:00

im back to update this blog. which i seriously think no 1 is reading. pls tag if u are. anyway.ive been integrating and differentiating for the past few days. dam sian, even though i like maths. other than that i ve been playing chess like some nerd kia. well, u see, on mon i went studying. on tuesday, i went back to pj to take me chem test which i missed on fri. i think i missed out the instructions that i was supposed to go to the chem lab. waited a whole hr for jasima. called her on the like every 15 min. until qijie came to sch n told me. but still not bad la. chem test quite easy. had time to do bonus plus handed in early. then went on studying.

wed was slightly different. went to dinghao's hse to celebrate his advance bdae. met his classmates. and yea made some friends. and i finally understood what cinderalla felt like.lol cos i had to be home by 12. and walking home at 11pm isnt fun. esp the period now. well did phy today. wanted to do maths n pw. but sadly, i failed. went to play chess. i must say im improving. anyway, marked my ans for the phy today. not bad. for most qn i thot i will get wrong, but i got them right. felt the same before mid yr.

i just realised i gotta start running. coach say maintain fitness level if not cannot take the peak training. plus i gotta get a hockey stick soon. a carbon if possible. that means i gotta start saving. so ppl pls dont hound me for money.

and kenneth reminds me how much i havent played badminton. haiz... when ure im jc its a race against time. for now, im slightly ahead, before procrastination and laziness starts to become a burden and pull me back.been on fb for 12 hr straight. staring at the same com for 12 hr. im just amazed it hasnt exploded.

and my sorethroat aint healing. perhaps its because of the bbq food ytd, the icecream today and the ferreo roche (dam i still cant spell that chocolate's name, but wdv) which i made a rose myself, that why it aint helping. ought to drink some more cough mixture later. water aint helping. im coughing every morning. coincidentally, im kinda paranoid about get bronchitis. the condition where the lungs' air sac becomes bigger aka smaller surface area. because of persistent violent coughing. which means i'll get breathless easily. which is sad. and this is definitely not good.

plus i think i should run tmr. maybe i'll do a different route?? go jp? run an hr?? any1 wana join? lol . i doubt ppl will reply. anw the person im playing chess now aint making his move. zzzz. great he just timed out.

anyways i finally met the 2nd maths qn of the the year that i cant solve. which is pretty sad for me when i have a reputation to keep up to. haiz. i think i shall leave here. been rambling and rambling. gotta go refill my bottle too. saiyonara~

oh ya btw. shit i forgot what i wana add on. nvm

2009-09-05T16:58:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i came here. i still have not much to say. oh btw i learnt how to fold a ferero roche rose ^^ promos are just round the corner. gotta start mugging. esp cse. the subject is so boring. but i chose it in the 1st place.. well, went to see doc ytd, so didnt take chem test. jasima told qijie to tell me to go back on tues to do. sianz. thats all for now. ciao 1st

2009-08-30T00:40:00.000+08:00

chanced upon this.

2009-08-23T00:33:00.003+08:00

okay im back. promos in 5 weeks, and i feel i should get started, instead of playing chinese chess all day long. anw, went for my dental appointment today in the past half decade. it at 8 am in the morning, and i believe that i am definitely the 1st patient. well, i ve been there in pri sch, after i broke my front tooth in a race, so it wasnt scary. Technically i was there to clean my teeth, and so i thot i was a simple matter of polishing and maybe rubbing or something else. little did i know that she was going to used one of my most feared dental equipment - the drill. it was quite a painful experience, perhaps not that painful but definitely not comfortable. when the arduous treatment ended, my gums were bleeding. best thing, the dentist told me that my gums will bleed again, when i brush my teeth, so gl. then my mum let loose the second bomb, that i am going back until i am 19, cos its foc. so i went to mac for breakfast at tiong with my mum and after which i went home. took 33 then change to 198. was hoping to hop on 196 and pass by ntss but fate decreed otherwise. went home, used com, slept until 1730 before going to seoul garden in bugis. and i am her to announce, unless u are such a chicken fan and u cant eat beef, u shdnt really go there. theres a serious lack of food, except raw chicken and crackers. but i was supposed to be a replacement dinner on wed. went walking around bugis and visited my fav store, kinokuniya.came across a couple of interesting books like " Brain Rules" and some singapore criminal story. oh ya, bcos i was in seoul garden, i reeked of bbq smell. so in kino, got this woman suddenly ask her bf " theres a funny smell, isit me?" i felt dame epic there. well, came home and about to start pw. sianz....

oh yes and b4 i forget, homework is once again starting to stack up, esp cse essay. maybe i shdnt have taken that subj, but i dont really like all the other humans. this means i gotta rush out,
phy oscillations tut
cse essay on environment
chinese mini essay

sounds light for a day

2009-08-19T21:21:00.001+08:00

just 6 words. i am 17, and i am amazed

2009-08-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

as usual, homework is crushing me. maths chem physics gp. haizzzzz. i want holidays. i swear after promo im going into holiday mood. and not come out. been going home later for the past 5 days. monday ended at 6, played bball until 7 then night study. tuesday ended at 7, then night study. Wednesday, after hockey went to do eom. thurs cos zhen zi made me night study with him again. and went to gideon house today . and he has to stay at serangoon. so freakin far.... anyway, i just realised i got no luck. its either feng shui not good or really dam suay... haiz. tired n sleepy. ciao

2009-08-01T23:59:00.004+08:00

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shit so many homework. only got 24 hr to complete. homework please dun crush me.
half of them i need to hand in on MON.gl

Somewhere Between All Our Laughs, Long Talks, Stupid Little Fights And All Our Jokes, I Fell In Love.

2009-07-28T23:57:00.001+08:00

alot of things to say, not enough time
alot of things to do, not enough time

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sianzzz. i need my holidays. but when they come, promos are along for the ride

P.S. i just realised dumbledore is gay

2009-07-17T23:37:00.001+08:00

im pleased to announce that plan B was a success. got surveys done, approved and printed in the same day. fun on foot tmr. sleep early.

2009-07-16T22:31:00.006+08:00

Plan A: Print survey out at home, show mr lum 1st thing in the morning, ask him to give me the modified copy if necessary, sent to bookshop to print, hopefully they print up to 70 pieces of paper. Success rate: 0.0005%, dependent on my printer

Plan B: Print survey at library in sch tmr during 1st break, stalk mr lum. show survey and do any modifications if necessary at the same break(hopefully). send for printing by 2nd break. collect when sch ends. Success rate: 60%, dependent on how fast i find mr lum

Plan C: Find mr lum in the morning. check out his free periods, and plan later. which include being late for class :( Success rate: undefined, dependent on mr lum's schedule

please click n do
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=5JwfBjlW0ee1yu_2bXMVUWsA_3d_3d

i feel like im doing the impossible, well, i create miracles.

2009-07-13T00:38:00.002+08:00

just finished harry potter book 6,the half blooded prince. the fact that dumbledore died is still saddening. and when i re read the books, im just amazed how jk rowling leaves clues for the finale. its just an innocent line, leading to a huge impact. anyway im been slacking like a slacker, never do work. i gotta start on EOM and cse essay, pronto, perhaps i might do 1 page n continue tmr or smth. pray for the grades approx 7 hr later

2009-07-10T22:29:00.002+08:00

“You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”

koped from grace livespace. i think its quite interesting. lol anw finally had hockey training. and played soccer since p6 lol. but im not counting those that i played in sec4 halfway, before abandoning the game for cap's ball. let in a dam tyco shot. the ball hit my chest and the keeeper failed to catch it and then it went in. haiz.well going to sentosa tmr, which means i gotta reset my body clock, something i need to do last week. i've been sleeping at about 5, waking up at 11, sleeping again at 3. then waking up at 6.30 for sch. okay anyways, watch 2 clips in sch today. 1 was this korean show, you ni zhen hao. think its quite nice. maybe i'll watch it next week or smth, after the green mile. the next was pretty lousy to me though, something abt WWII. oh well, gotta go now. its time for games!

2009-07-08T22:45:00.002+08:00

well its the 1st day of post exam activities and i must say the whole thing is kind of boring, other than the movie they screened, as many would have agreed. they showed "The Green Mile", a supposed-to-be-3-hr-movie-but-cut-short-to-2 movie. i havent watch the ending, but i am maybe during the weekend.i must say it is a nice 1, and maybe a little far-fetched( the healing part), but that what u can expect from stephen king. to me , i think the death penalty shouldnt be implemented unless ur talking abt those serious mad men. if they have truly repented, whatever they did will be on their consciousness, and that guilt is enough to make them feel bad for the entire life, their one and only regret. and asking them to walk to the place where they are going to die is worse. i mean lets say if u are at war and u kena a bullet,u just die, on the spot. but the worse thing is when u are asked to go and die, where there is this fear and like 1000 over thoughts in ur head. alright i think i shd stop anyway, cant blab anymore, so after that , was ct, then went to csc with gideon, cwc and 2 more guys. wanted to play pool, but in uniform, so change to bowling. there, i saw the most epic accident. this girl apparently was holding a 6-pound ball, she swing it, lost balance and flew forward together with the ball. but since she was trying to hold herself back, she kind of slip forward and fell, onto the bowling alley. i must admit u see all funny things at bowling alleys. then cabbed back to sch which i have no idea why, for phototaking. came home n slept all the way until 2145. oh and before i leave, this is a funny vid my sis showed me

2009-07-05T17:43:00.001+08:00

im definitely getting them, though they cost 13 bucks